Change

[00:16.91] Yeah, look

[00:18.20] I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though

[00:20.99] Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down

[00:23.22] Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though

[00:25.34] I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit

[00:27.20] Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though

[00:29.29] I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk

[00:31.47] I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone

[00:33.69] But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to

[00:35.28] Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to

[00:36.88] World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood

[00:39.00] You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose

[00:41.76] I swear I'm tryna get it together

[00:43.19] Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better

[00:45.32] I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever

[00:47.18] Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up

[00:49.58] Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best

[00:51.55] And if I'm not, lord forgive me, you can handle regrets

[00:53.41] 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head

[00:55.57] Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath

[00:57.43] Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it

[00:59.56] Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again

[01:01.41] I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is

[01:03.57] But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit

[01:05.75] Runnin' from change

[01:09.53] I'm lookin' for change

[01:14.07] I'm searchin' for change

[01:17.62] I'm lookin' for change

[01:21.33] I just want, I just want change

[01:22.73] Yeah, I don't like new things

[01:24.96] Got a lot of mood swings

[01:27.45] Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?

[01:29.56] I don't wanna hear what you think

[01:30.71] Yeah, tossin' in my sleep

[01:33.47] Every night feel like two weeks

[01:35.33] Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better

[01:37.26] Can't help it, that's just me

[01:38.94] Lies, that's me avoidin' the change

[01:40.57] Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away

[01:42.71] Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain

[01:44.57] Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place

[01:46.72] Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different

[01:48.85] That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven

[01:50.97] Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed

[01:52.83] Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute

[01:55.05] I need change

[01:55.93] Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?

[01:57.26] But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life

[01:59.12] And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy

[02:01.25] But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar

[02:03.37] Change

[02:03.98] It somethin' that I know I should do

[02:05.31] I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth

[02:07.19] But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose

[02:09.04] See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room

[02:11.71] Lookin' for change

[02:14.99] I'm lookin' for change

[02:18.81] I'm searchin' for change

[02:23.06] I'm lookin' for change

[02:27.04] I just want, I just want

[02:28.64] I need a moment of silence

[02:30.50] I don't like change, but I'll try it

[02:32.66] I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do

[02:34.79] Why are they always defiant?

[02:36.76] See, all my emotions are liars

[02:38.71] All my emotions are violent

[02:40.58] They don't want freedom to find me

[02:42.49] Mention a name and everybody riots (change)

[02:44.36] Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals

[02:46.48] They keep on workin', but I know

[02:48.07] Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so

[02:49.40] I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope

[02:52.17] Positive thoughts are my rivals (change)

[02:53.84] I'm tryna be on their side though

[02:55.17] Should I feel comfortable? I don't

[02:56.76] Last year, I felt suicidal

[02:58.36] This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more

[03:00.29] I'm lookin' for change

[03:02.42] I'm lookin' for (yeah)

[03:04.01] I'm searchin' for change

[03:06.19] I'm lookin' for

[03:08.06] I just want, I just want change

[03:10.44] I'm lookin' for (yeah)

[03:12.56] I'm searchin' for change

[03:14.69] I'm lookin' for, yeah (ayy, ayy)

[03:16.29] I just want, I just want change

[03:18.15] Yeah, I'm lookin' for (lookin' for)

[03:20.57] I'm searchin' for change

[03:22.69] I'm lookin' for (yeah)

[03:24.28] I just want, I just want change

[03:26.67] I'm lookin' for (ayy)

[03:29.06] I'm searchin' for change (ayy)

[03:30.99] I'm lookin' for, yeah

[03:32.59] I just want, I just want change