Hate Myself

[00:01.11] I don't see you like I should

[00:05.14] You look so misunderstood

[00:10.80] And I wish I could help

[00:13.72] But it's hard when I hate myself

[00:17.18] Pray to God with my arms open

[00:21.16] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[00:26.80] And I wish I could help

[00:29.99] But it's hard when I hate myself

[00:32.46] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me

[00:34.66] They bring out the worst in me

[00:35.82] Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think

[00:37.52] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me

[00:40.21] All the core beliefs

[00:41.01] And every morning I wake up and feel like I am not worth it

[00:43.24] 'Cause I'm at war with peace

[00:44.13] I go to hell, walk up to the corpse of me

[00:46.03] Look at the body like: You ain't nothing but poor and weak

[00:48.16] It's kinda weird

[00:48.96] Lately I been feeling like the only way for me to get away

[00:51.15] Is if I poured a drink

[00:52.04] That's more deceit, more defeat

[00:53.63] Is this really what I'm born to be?

[00:54.96] That's what you get for thinking you're unique

[00:56.41] So poor, but I'm so wealthy

[00:58.04] Need help, but you can't help me

[00:59.63] What else can the world sell me?

[01:00.99] Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're going outta stock

[01:03.79] But it's not healthy

[01:05.41] I don't see you like I should

[01:09.30] You look so misunderstood

[01:14.88] And I wish I could help

[01:18.08] But it's hard when I hate myself

[01:21.27] Pray to God with my arms open

[01:25.25] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[01:30.84] And I wish I could help

[01:33.76] But it's hard when I hate myself

[01:36.26] Yeah, late nights get the best of me

[01:37.94] They know how to get to me

[01:39.89] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me

[01:42.01] But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief

[01:44.15] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful

[01:46.09] What is success when hope has left you?

[01:48.22] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record

[01:50.17] I'm sick of doing interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!

[01:52.84] Come across like it's so easy

[01:54.05] But I feel like you don't need me

[01:55.75] When I feel like you don't need me

[01:56.92] Then I feel like you don't see me

[01:58.51] And my life has no meaning, dreaming

[02:00.65] Hands out, tryna ask for love

[02:01.98] But when I get it, I just pass it up

[02:03.59] Throw it away and think about it later

[02:04.94] Digging through the trash for drugs

[02:06.00] Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't

[02:07.50] I'm scared because

[02:09.36] I don't see you like I should

[02:13.11] You look so misunderstood

[02:18.99] And I wish I could help

[02:21.64] But it's hard when I hate myself

[02:25.09] Pray to God with my arms open

[02:29.08] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[02:34.92] And I wish I could help

[02:37.84] But it's hard when I hate myself

[02:40.81] I walk through the ashes of my passions

[02:42.29] Reminiscing with the baggage in my casket

[02:44.43] Get lost in the questions I can't answer

[02:46.29] Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter

[02:48.47] We scream to be free, but I stay captured

[02:50.59] Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions

[02:52.45] Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking

[02:54.21] Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it

[02:59.30] But I can't have it

[03:02.57] Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it

[03:07.75] But I can't have it

[03:10.44] Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it

[03:13.16] I don't see you like I should

[03:17.15] You look so misunderstood

[03:22.47] And I wish I could help

[03:25.69] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:29.14] Pray to God with my arms open

[03:33.39] If this is it, then I feel hopeless

[03:38.99] And I wish I could help

[03:41.91] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:47.22] Hate myself

[03:50.09] But it's hard when I hate myself

[03:55.23] Hate myself

[03:57.88] But it's hard when I hate myself

[04:03.46] When I hate myself

[04:05.86] It's kinda hard when I hate myself

[04:11.46] I hate myself

[04:14.38] It's hard when I hate myself