Guilty As Sin
[00:04.89] Drowning in the Blue Nile
[00:07.82] He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[00:12.85] I hadn't heard it in a while
[00:15.52] My boredom's bone deep
[00:17.90] This cage was once just fine
[00:22.96] Am I allowed to cry?
[00:25.62] I dream of cracking locks
[00:28.29] Throwing my life to the wolves
[00:30.68] Or the ocean rocks
[00:33.60] Crashing into him tonight
[00:36.01] He's a paradox
[00:38.13] I'm seeing visions, am I bad?
[00:41.29] Or mad? Or wise?
[00:44.48] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[00:48.47] Only in my mind?
[00:54.06] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[00:58.29] Oh what a way to die
[01:04.14] I keep recalling things we never did
[01:08.90] Messy top lip kiss
[01:11.04] How I long for our trysts
[01:14.24] Without ever touching his skin
[01:17.42] How can I be guilty as sin?
[01:23.55] I keep these longings locked
[01:28.59] In lowercase inside a vault
[01:31.52] Someone told me
[01:33.63] There's no such thing as bad thoughts
[01:38.70] Only your actions talk
[01:41.35] These fatal fantasies
[01:44.01] Giving way to labored breath
[01:46.63] Taking all of me
[01:48.77] We've already done it in my head
[01:51.72] If it's make believe
[01:54.04] Why does it feel like a vow
[01:56.99] We'll both uphold somehow?
[02:00.17] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[02:04.41] Only in my mind?
[02:09.74] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[02:14.28] Oh what a way to die
[02:19.84] My bedsheets are ablaze
[02:22.23] I've screamed his name
[02:24.62] Building up like waves
[02:27.00] Crashing over my grave
[02:30.19] Without ever touching his skin
[02:33.40] How can I be guilty as sin?
[02:38.71] What if I roll the stone away?
[02:42.71] They're gonna crucify me anyway
[02:47.51] What if the way you hold me
[02:50.18] Is actually what's holy?
[02:54.47] If long suffering propriety
[02:58.43] Is what they want from me
[03:00.80] They don't know how you've haunted me
[03:04.28] So stunningly
[03:05.59] I choose you and me
[03:09.34] ... Religiously
[03:13.84] What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[03:17.56] Only in my mind?
[03:22.87] One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[03:27.39] Oh what a way to die
[03:32.97] I keep recalling things we never did
[03:37.74] Messy top lip kiss
[03:40.41] How I long for our trysts
[03:43.58] Without ever touching his skin
[03:46.77] How can I be guilty as sin?
[03:52.88] He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[03:57.67] I hadn't heard it in a while
[04:07.52] Am I allowed to cry?
