Absolute Zero

[00:22.85] It's not my fault that I can't understand your pain

[00:28.16] I'm going round in circles over nothing

[00:34.80] Despite the energy I've spent on being you

[00:39.31] I don't think it'll all amount to something

[00:45.41] So please forgive me if I'm seeming far away

[00:50.73] It takes a while to find the hard reset key

[00:57.11] My body's broken and my psyche's doing worse

[01:01.89] At this point it'd be best if you could end me

[01:07.20] I want to fall apart again

[01:12.77] With water in my veins

[01:15.96] And ice inside my brain

[01:18.37] Oh, I need to crash against the day

[01:24.46] A slave to all I make

[01:26.60] A teardrop in the lake

[01:28.98] I call

[02:15.21] It's been a week since I've had a proper meal

[02:19.99] And yet my brain still seems content to let me starve

[02:27.17] The months just flicker by

[02:30.09] I can't yet bring myself to cry for the ragged holes they carve

[02:37.77] So I apologize for my selfishness

[02:41.50] The ways I've left you powerless as I retreated back into myself

[02:49.73] I've been a weight on you, I haven't paid my dues

[02:55.58] You know I don't deserve your help

[02:59.83] At the end of the universe

[03:05.13] There is nothing but the embers of your soul

[03:11.25] Listen close to your death drive

[03:13.91] There is nothing left in this life

[03:16.56] And the gods will know you chose right

[03:20.01] But I can see the light

[03:22.13] I want to fall in love again

[03:27.99] With lightning in my veins

[03:30.65] A storm inside my brain

[03:33.30] Oh, I need to claw above the day

[03:39.42] To care for all I make

[03:41.53] To hear the echoed wake

[03:44.20] I call

[03:46.84] When the night is gone

[03:50.56] The tides will part

[03:53.49] All a testament to fear of moving on

[03:58.01] I won't let you have this one

[04:00.65] Not until my collapsing heart turns to rust