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[00:20.10] Hey, how are you? How's it going?

[00:23.82] Well, actually, I stopped doing stuff like that.

[00:27.53] Yeah, to be honest, it feels like there's no prospect of recovery anymore.

[00:33.04] Please don't ask me anymore.

[00:35.17] Regret, estimation, a friendly chat.

[00:38.89] Caregiving, pleasure, sharing — I surrender them all.

[00:42.61] Yes, that's right, it was completely and utterly my fault.

[00:48.65] It's just your typical story.

[00:50.41] Wanting to make the plain and simple mine,

[00:53.42] I killed the ideal that there's a certain way things should be.

[00:57.37] I've had enough but I don't have it in me to run away.

[01:01.09] So hurry and fall, even deeper.

[01:04.52] "I want to keep living."

[01:06.08] Every night, I'm suffocated by this transparent summary.

[01:09.74] The reality that eats away at my lungs,

[01:12.40] Irrationality, loneliness, there's no need to resent them.

[01:15.85] They all mean nothing, after all.

[01:19.83] We all have no choice but to live.

[01:30.95] "I want to keep living."

[01:32.23] But in reality, I'm not sure if I do.

[01:34.61] "I want to keep on living," says the sacred text known as my DNA.

[01:38.33] There's no need to despise your instincts or your fear.

[01:42.05] After all, nothing's going to change anyway.

[01:45.74] "I want to keep living." though there's no hope left for me,

[01:49.49] "I want to keep on living,"

[01:51.09] says my instinct as it pulsates in a crimson red.

[01:53.47] "I want to keep living." "I don't want to live."

[01:57.11] And it's extremely unfortunate,

[02:01.10] But we all have no choice but to keep living.

[02:06.02] I'm sorry I deceived you.

[02:09.68] I'm sorry I couldn't tell you.

[02:13.38] And it's terribly sad, but

[02:17.86] Our suffering is the only bond we share.