NightcoreHonest [lyrics]

[00:04.44] Maybe it’s the way I was born and raised

[00:06.94] Cut off my emotion to survive my days

[00:09.44] Now I see people as a way to get by

[00:12.19] All I gotta do is find the truth in my lies

[00:15.19] Five months later, you’re still around

[00:17.94] You should be embarrassed by the way I let you down

[00:20.44] Making excuses for you and not me

[00:23.19] Blame it on yourself cuz you’re too afraid to leave

[00:26.18] You keep saying that you’re needing me

[00:28.94] See me for the man that you swear I’ll be

[00:31.69] But you ain’t gonna know me the way I do

[00:34.44] I’d never give it up on a life for two

[00:37.19] Gun to my head and you know you can't help me

[00:39.68] Another in my bed and you know you can’t help me

[00:42.44] Took another hit and you know you can’t help me

[00:45.69] Just go, yeah, just go

[00:48.19] I don’t understand why you’re so forgiving

[00:50.69] Caught me red-handed but you still won’t listen

[00:53.43] You know what I told you since the day we started

[00:56.94] I’ll always be “honest”

[01:01.69] The cops are at your door and they ask you where I am

[01:04.44] You paint a puzzled face and you lie for me again

[01:07.19] Risking your life like you do a hundred times

[01:09.94] Eventually you’re gonna take the fall for my crimes

[01:12.69] Slam the door and look me in the eye

[01:15.44] Screaming this is gonna be the last time

[01:17.93] You’re tired of me taking advantage

[01:20.68] So I cry and you pay for the damage

[01:23.69] Gun to my head and you know you can't help me

[01:26.44] Another in my bed and you know you can’t help me

[01:29.19] Took another hit and you know you can’t help me

[01:32.18] Just go, yeah, just go

[01:34.68] I don’t understand why you’re so forgiving

[01:37.19] Caught me red-handed but you still won’t listen

[01:39.94] You know what I told you since the day we started

[01:43.43] I’ll always be “honest”

[01:48.44] When it gets heavy you break down and say

[01:50.94] “Why are you heartless who made you this way?”

[01:53.68] I stare at you vacantly right through your face

[01:56.43] I draw a blank

[01:57.94] I-I-I draw a blank

[01:59.19] Throwing my shit cuz you don’t understand

[02:01.94] The reasons behind why I am who I am

[02:04.69] You beg for the answer we know I don’t have

[02:07.45] I draw a blank

[02:08.43] I-I-I draw a blank

[02:10.19] Gun to my head and you know you can't help me

[02:12.94] Another in my bed and you know you can’t help me

[02:15.69] Took another hit and you know you can’t help me

[02:18.69] Just go, yeah, just go

[02:21.19] I don’t understand why you’re so forgiving

[02:23.69] Caught me red-handed but you still won’t listen

[02:26.69] You know what I told you since the day we started

[02:29.94] I’ll always be “honest”

[02:33.19] I have betrayed you

[02:33.93] I have betrayed you

[02:35.19] Please don’t forgive me I’ll do it again

[02:37.69] I have betrayed you

[02:38.94] I have betrayed you

[02:41.44] I’ll always be “honest”

[02:43.18] I have betrayed you

[02:44.44] I have betrayed you

[02:45.94] Please don’t forgive me I’ll do it again

[02:48.44] I have betrayed you

[02:49.94] I have betrayed you

[02:51.94] I’ll always be “honest”