FEAR
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[00:00.32] Hello darkness, my old friend (hello)
[00:05.71] Knocking at my door again (knock knock knock)
[00:11.00] Beggin' me to come outsi-ide
[00:16.03] Let you back into my life
[00:20.99] Now, usually I'd be strong enough
[00:26.41] To lock the doors and keep 'em shut
[00:31.61] But not today, I'm desperate (desperate)
[00:36.91] So go ahead and come on in
[00:41.97] So go ahead and come on in
[00:47.43] So go ahead and come on in
[00:54.77] OCD is worse than ever, hands are bleedin', maybe I should take the pills, don't (woah)
[00:58.11] Know what's goin' on with me, some days I actually think I might be schizo, (woah)
[01:01.91] Phrenic, prolly not, but even writin' this is makin' me begin to spiral, oh, God (oh, oh, oh)
[01:09.98] Made a promise to myself I wouldn't let the fear back in, but then I did though (woah)
[01:13.48] Told the world that I was sick of runnin', then went back to runnin', what a joke (woah)
[01:17.06] Disappointed, yeah, me too, I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough, guess not (oh, oh, oh)
[01:24.47] It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before
[01:28.02] Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk through the floor
[01:32.00] Every decision made isn't mine anymore
[01:35.80] Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice
[01:39.62] What's the truth? What's a lie?
[01:41.43] Help me God, help me Lord
[01:43.15] Face your fears, dry your eyes
[01:45.00] Grandma died, what's the point?
[01:47.07] Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy
[01:50.91] Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice
[02:09.98] (Desperate)
[02:10.57] Standing back, watching my mansion burn to ash while I (laughter)
[02:25.56] Hold the gas can, asking God if He started this fire
[02:39.52] Is this what You wanted? Is this what You wanted?
[02:47.09] Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life just to lay them to rest
[02:54.74] Is this what You wanted? Is this what You wanted?
[03:02.58] Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
[03:10.01] Is this what You wanted?
[03:11.94] On the verge, on the edge
[03:13.78] (Is this what You wanted?)
[03:15.69] Petrified, scared to death
[03:17.60] (Is this what You wanted?)
[03:19.95] Prayin' to God, desperate
[03:21.54] (Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
[03:25.01] (Is this what You wanted?)
[03:27.22] Hangin' on by a thread
[03:28.78] (Is this what You wanted?)
[03:30.87] Empty heart, nothin' left
[03:32.47] (Is this what You wanted?)
[03:34.56] Breakin' down, spiralin'
[03:36.42] (Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
[03:40.25] (Is this what You wanted?)
[03:41.78] Standing back (is this what You wanted?)
[03:44.92] Watching my mansion (is this what You wanted?)
[03:48.70] Burn to ash (is this what You wanted?) while I (oh, oh, oh)
[03:53.53] (What You wanted, is this what You wanted?)
[03:56.91] Hold the gas (is this what You wanted?) can
[04:00.07] Asking God if (is this what You wanted?)
[04:04.28] He started this fire (is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
