Cry For You ft. Taylor Hill
[00:00.01] This thorn in my flesh
[00:05.50] Is the only thing I got left
[00:10.82] And it's so hard to confess
[00:16.12] When everybody thinks you're perfect
[00:21.18] But I cry for you
[00:26.78] If you feel it, too
[00:32.08] And I'll cry for you
[00:37.66] If you're so hard to lose
[00:42.91] The elephant's in the room
[00:44.70] Take it away, I beg you, take it all away
[00:47.62] The pain it causes, it makes me wish I could fade away
[00:50.28] If they knew what you knew, they'd probably shun me
[00:52.34] I'm surprised you know it all and you love me
[00:54.41] I know I break your heart
[00:55.46] Body of death, give me rest if my heart stops
[00:58.12] Then it don't hurt no more, can't get worse no more
[01:01.03] Can't pursue all these desires, it ain't cursed no more
[01:03.43] No more lies about my worth no more
[01:05.49] I understand the thoughts of suicide that do reside
[01:07.80] But when I stop and think about my family, I feel new inside
[01:10.65] I promised I would die a thousand deaths 'fore I cause them any pain
[01:13.76] But somehow I end up killing everything
[01:15.83] I cry for you
[01:16.83] If you feel a dark, twisted, heart-wrenching, hate-to-see-your-own-reflection
[01:20.27] Praying for an intervention, feeling guilt and feeling shame
[01:22.93] I just call on Jesus name
[01:24.27] Praying daily, can you take away this pain?
[01:26.39] Take the thorn away
[01:27.71] Still, it remains, I
[01:28.97] Feel the same, I
[01:30.30] Know that I'm here, but
[01:31.35] Still feel insane
[01:32.35] Satan would love to see my give up and throw up my hands
[01:35.49] He say I'm guilty but You say I'm clean
[01:47.36] This thorn in my flesh
[01:52.30] Is the only thing I got left
[01:57.61] And it's so hard to confess
[02:02.66] When everybody thinks you're perfect
[02:08.25] But I cry for you
[02:13.81] If you feel it, too
[02:18.59] And I'll cry for you
[02:24.43] If you're so hard to lose
[02:29.49] The elephant's in the room
[02:31.81] Sunday morning, or Sunday mourning
[02:34.47] I woke up dead inside from all the hurt I saw before me
[02:37.06] Evil tryna take away my testimony
[02:39.45] Starin' at my phone, feelin' like a phony
[02:42.11] Oh, I cry for you, I would die for you
[02:45.02] To escape the pain I feel from all that I've been through
[02:47.68] I feel it in my soul and in my chest
[02:49.74] Take away this ugly thorn inside my flesh
[02:51.76] Give me death
[02:52.83] But grace is sufficient to start my mission
[02:55.50] I'm so far from perfect, can't believe they listen
[02:58.33] But hear a broken man 'til your healin' happens
[03:00.99] And hear a liar tell you truth to bring you gladness
[03:03.66] I could never boast in my accomplishments
[03:06.49] I can only hope in God with confidence
[03:08.55] Opposite of optimist, You and I are consonants
[03:11.21] Broken all the vowels, deservin' of every consequence
[03:14.40] Will you cry for me, or will you judge me?
[03:17.05] Will you throw stones at my head, or will you love me?
[03:19.70] I could never be everything that you wanna see
[03:22.36] But crooked sticks draw straight lines, just look at me
[03:27.60] (But crooked sticks draw straight lines, just look at me)
[03:33.71] This thorn in my flesh
[03:38.75] Is the only thing I got left
[03:44.08] And it's so hard to confess
[03:49.38] When everybody thinks you're perfect
[03:54.70] But I cry for you
[04:00.27] If you feel it, too
[04:05.32] And I'll cry for you
[04:10.92] If you're so hard to lose
[04:15.74] The elephant's in the room
