Now I Understand

[00:12.91] I underestimated how far you would go

[00:20.62] I took for granted every time you eased the blow

[00:27.79] And now you haunt me in my dreams

[00:31.77] What kind of friend does that make me?

[00:36.30] I left you for this frail life below

[00:42.66] My rampant thoughts for once are finally slowing down

[00:49.84] I'm not at peace, but I can feel it coming 'round

[00:57.27] And like a knife right in my back

[01:00.99] The heart still wants what it can't have

[01:05.51] I can't remember last it made a sound

[01:11.35] I never knew what you meant to me

[01:18.52] But with your absence I finally see

[01:25.96] You were the greatest gift I ever had

[01:33.13] I don't accept this, but now I understand

[01:55.98] Communication is a weaker trait of mine

[02:03.15] So many things I could have said before your time

[02:10.85] One too many an excuse

[02:14.56] Not enough 'Sorry's or 'thank you's

[02:18.81] Sometimes I hate the way I was designed

[02:26.52] Take me back through all those years

[02:29.98] I would still repeat the tears

[02:33.70] You went off beyond the hills

[02:37.41] And I'll be here forever still

[02:41.14] Never thought I'd need a friend

[02:44.58] To save me from my loneliness

[02:53.87] I never knew what you meant to me

[03:01.32] But with your absence I finally see

[03:08.49] You were the greatest gift I ever had

[03:15.66] I don't accept this, how could I expect this?

[03:30.55] I don't accept this, but now I understand