Fighting Myself
[00:30.54] Now,
[00:31.07] sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud
[00:33.73] Every little thing that I think about
[00:35.32] just builds on top of the pain and doubt
[00:37.18] Even though I just wanna let it out
[00:38.77] I try to act like I don't mind it
[00:40.63] Try to keep my mouth so quiet
[00:42.49] But sitting there in my silence
[00:44.35] just seems to amplify it
[00:45.94] When I thought that keeping this
[00:47.80] inside would make it better
[00:49.40] I never thought that I would end up
[00:51.52] ruining it forever
[00:52.85] But everytime I think I got everything
[00:55.24] put back together
[00:56.30] I end up making more regrets,
[00:58.16] making more regrets
[00:59.49] Falling from grace
[01:00.82] I watched it all come apart
[01:02.94] Knowing I could have changed it all
[01:05.60] from the start
[01:06.66] Fighting myself I always lose
[01:09.85] Fighting myself I always lose
[01:13.30] I didn't want you to think
[01:14.90] I'm worn out so easily
[01:15.96] Wish I'd held it in so you never knew
[01:17.82] what built up inside of me
[01:19.68] Now I don't know how it overflowed,
[01:21.54] spilled out unwillingly
[01:22.87] But now everything that I learned to hate
[01:24.99] came out for you to see
[01:26.58] I don't want you to promise
[01:28.44] you can change everything
[01:29.51] and make it better
[01:30.57] Cause you can bet
[01:31.37] I'm gonna end up ruining it forever
[01:34.02] And everytime you think you got
[01:35.62] everything put back together
[01:37.47] I end up making more regrets,
[01:39.33] making more regrets
[01:40.66] Falling from grace
[01:41.99] I watched it all come apart
[01:44.13] Knowing I could have changed it all
[01:46.52] from the start
[01:47.85] Fighting myself I always lose
[01:51.04] Fighting myself I always lose
[01:54.23] Falling from grace
[01:55.56] I watched it all come apart
[01:57.68] Knowing I could have changed it all
[02:00.34] from the start
[02:01.40] Fighting myself I always lose
[02:04.85] Fighting myself I always lose
[02:22.12] I can't run with this weight on my back
[02:25.57] I can't see
[02:26.37] cause I'm focused on the past
[02:29.03] I can't breathe,
[02:30.09] I need to break free
[02:31.68] from the anger that is constantly
[02:34.07] inside of me
[02:35.93] I can't run with this weight on my back
[02:39.12] I can't see
[02:40.45] cause I'm focused on the past
[02:42.84] I can't breathe,
[02:43.90] I need to break free
[02:45.49] from the anger that is constantly inside of me
[02:49.48] Falling from grace
[02:50.54] I watched it all come apart
[02:52.66] Knowing I could have changed it all
[02:55.32] from the start
[02:56.38] I can't breathe,
[02:57.45] I need to break free
[02:59.04] from the anger that is constantly
[03:01.43] inside of me
[03:03.02] Falling from grace
[03:04.33] I watched it all come apart
[03:06.45] Knowing I could have changed it all
[03:08.85] from the start
[03:10.17] I can't breathe,
[03:11.24] I need to break free
[03:12.83] from the anger that is constantly
[03:15.22] inside of me
