"brutal"

[00:13.07] I want it to be, like, messy

[00:14.18] .

[00:21.61] I'm so insecure, I think

[00:23.74] That I'll die before I drink

[00:25.60] And I'm so caught up in the news

[00:27.51] Of who likes me and who hates you

[00:29.37] And I'm so tired that I might

[00:31.23] Quit my job, start a new life

[00:33.09] And they'd all be so disappointed

[00:34.95] 'Cause who am I if not exploited?

[00:37.07] And I'm so sick of seventeen

[00:38.93] Where's my fucking teenage dream?

[00:41.06] If someone tells me one more time

[00:42.92] "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry

[00:44.78] And I don't stick up for myself

[00:46.64] I'm anxious, and nothing can help

[00:48.76] And I wish I'd done this before

[00:50.62] And I wish people liked me more

[00:52.48] All I did was try my best

[00:54.61] This the kinda thanks I get?

[00:56.47] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

[01:00.19] They say these are the golden years

[01:02.04] But I wish I could disappear

[01:04.19] Ego crush is so severe

[01:06.05] God, it's brutal out here

[01:08.26] .

[01:11.63] (Yeah)

[01:11.90] .

[01:15.87] I feel like no one wants me

[01:17.73] And I hate the way I'm perceived

[01:19.59] I only have two real friends

[01:21.72] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck

[01:23.58] 'Cause I love people I don't like

[01:25.43] And I hate every song I write

[01:27.56] And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart

[01:29.42] And I can't even parallel park

[01:31.28] All I did was try my best

[01:33.14] This the kinda thanks I get?

[01:35.01] Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

[01:39.00] They say these are the golden years

[01:40.86] But I wish I could disappear

[01:42.98] Ego crush is so severe

[01:44.84] God, it's brutal out here

[01:46.73] .

[01:50.15] (Yeah)

[01:51.56] (Just havin' a really good time)

[01:54.55] .

[02:03.51] Got a broken ego, broken heart

[02:12.60] And God, I don't even know where to start