If You Knew
[00:13.73] If you knew how quiet it gets tonight
[00:19.32] When your name is the last thing on my mind
[00:27.01] Act like I'm fine in the daylight
[00:32.07] But I break down every time
[00:39.80] I laugh a little louder around my friends
[00:42.98] Like I'm not one thought from losing it
[00:46.45] I say I moved on
[00:48.05] I miss you now
[00:51.22] But that's just something I tell myself
[00:54.69] I don't say it out loud
[00:58.14] I don't let it show
[01:01.33] But there's so much you don't know
[01:08.23] If you knew how much I still feel
[01:11.16] How every song cuts too real
[01:14.07] If you knew I still check my phone
[01:17.27] Hoping it's you calling me home
[01:20.72] If you knew how close I came to breaking down
[01:24.17] Saying your name when no one's around
[01:27.89] You know I'd never stop loving you
[01:36.65] If you knew
[01:37.72] I kept your sweater in the back of my car
[01:40.37] Didn't have the heart to throw it out
[01:43.55] Every mile I drive feels way too far
[01:47.82] Without you riding next to me now
[01:49.93] They say time supposed to heal the pain
[01:52.86] But it just taught me how to fake me and okay
[01:56.56] I smile like I finally let you go
[02:00.03] But inside I'm still holding on
[02:02.96] I bite my tongue, I hold my breath
[02:06.40] Some truths are harder to confess
[02:16.50] If you knew how much I still feel
[02:20.75] How every song cuts too real
[02:23.95] If you knew I still check my phone
[02:27.39] Hoping it's you calling me home
[02:30.57] If you knew how close I came to breaking down
[02:34.04] Saying your name when no one's around
[02:37.75] You know I'd never stop loving you
[02:44.92] Maybe you think I'm better now
[02:49.16] That I healed and I moved along
[02:51.56] But every I'm okay is a lie
[02:53.94] I've been telling it too long
[02:57.94] If I'm honest I still choose you
[03:01.39] Even knowing how it ends
[03:04.04] Loving you was never the mistake
[03:06.97] Losing you was..
[03:10.69] If you knew how deep this goes
[03:14.13] How I never really let you go
[03:17.33] If you knew how'd I tried
[03:20.78] Just to get through every night
[03:23.97] If you knew how much it hurts inside
[03:27.42] Pretending I don't miss your eyes
[03:31.14] You know I'll never stop loving you
[03:37.51] I don't need you to come back to me
[03:43.88] I just wish you knew
[03:46.28] What's you still mean to me
