All Too Well

[00:21.92] I walked through the door with you, the air was cold

[00:27.76] But something 'bout it felt like home somehow

[00:32.54] And I left my scarf there at your sister's house

[00:37.59] And you've still got it in your drawer, even now

[00:52.47] Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze

[00:58.31] We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate

[01:03.62] Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place

[01:08.14] And I can picture it after all these days

[01:14.50] And I know it's long gone and

[01:16.89] That magic's not here no more

[01:19.56] And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all

[01:24.60] Oh, oh, oh

[01:30.17] 'Cause there we are again on that little town street

[01:34.69] You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me

[01:39.20] Wind in my hair, I was there

[01:41.60] I remember it all too well

[01:49.83] Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red

[01:54.88] You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed

[02:00.45] And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team

[02:05.50] You taught me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me

[02:10.55] And you were tossing me the car keys, "fuck the patriarchy"

[02:15.06] Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town

[02:20.64] And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now

[02:25.16] He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was

[02:31.01] 'Til we were dead and gone and buried

[02:33.93] Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same

[02:37.91] After three months in the grave

[02:41.36] And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you

[02:45.88] But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame

[02:51.72] And I know it's long gone and

[02:54.91] There was nothing else I could do

[02:57.30] And I forget about you long enough

[02:59.96] To forget why I needed to

[03:07.66] 'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night

[03:12.97] We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light

[03:17.49] Down the stairs, I was there

[03:19.88] I remember it all too well

[03:28.38] And there we are again when nobody had to know

[03:33.43] You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath

[03:37.94] Sacred prayer and we'd swear

[03:40.60] To remember it all too well, yeah

[03:49.36] Well, maybe we got lost in translation

[04:06.63] Maybe I asked for too much

[04:09.02] But maybe this thing was a masterpiece

[04:11.94] 'Til you tore it all up

[04:14.07] Running scared, I was there

[04:16.46] I remember it all too well

[04:24.43] And you call me up again just to break me like a promise

[04:30.27] So casually cruel in the name of being honest

[04:34.79] I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

[04:39.31] 'Cause I remember it all, all, all

[04:45.41] They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell

[04:50.45] Every time you double-cross my mind

[04:56.03] You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine

[05:02.40] And that made me want to die

[05:06.38] The idea you had of me, who was she?

[05:09.04] A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you

[05:16.48] Not weeping in a party bathroom

[05:19.40] Some actress asking me what happened, you

[05:23.12] That's what happened, you

[05:27.11] You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes

[05:32.42] Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show

[05:36.67] But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come

[05:41.98] And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"

[05:56.06] Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it

[06:05.88] I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it

[06:10.40] After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own

[06:15.98] Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

[06:21.03] But you keep my old scarf from that very first week

[06:26.34] 'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me

[06:30.86] You can't get rid of it

[06:33.51] 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah

[06:41.75] 'Cause there we are again when I loved you so

[06:47.06] Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known

[06:51.58] It was rare, I was there

[06:54.02] I remember it all too well

[07:01.73] Wind in my hair, you were there

[07:04.38] You remember it all

[07:06.77] Down the stairs, you were there

[07:09.44] You remember it all

[07:11.82] It was rare, I was there

[07:15.01] I remember it all too well

[07:21.65] And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes

[07:27.23] "I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"

[07:32.54] From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones

[07:37.31] I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight

[07:43.16] And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?

[07:48.21] Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?

[07:53.52] 'Cause in this city's barren cold

[07:57.25] I still remember the first fall of snow

[08:02.29] And how it glistened as it fell

[08:07.07] I remember it all too well

[08:13.98] Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?

[08:24.60] Just between us, do you remember it all too well?

[08:34.43] Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well

[08:42.40] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

[08:46.65] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there

[08:51.43] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there

[08:56.48] It was rare, you remember it all too well

[09:02.05] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

[09:06.83] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there

[09:11.35] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there

[09:16.66] It was rare, you remember it

[09:23.83] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

[09:27.02] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there

[09:31.81] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there

[09:37.91] It was rare, you remember it

[09:44.02] Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there

[09:48.27] Down the stairs, I was there, I was there

[09:53.32] Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there

[09:58.36] It was rare, you remember it