Crying During Sex

[00:45.13] I sing the Lord's euthanasia blues

[00:55.00] When I take you and your brother in the back pew

[01:03.25] Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick

[01:16.03] Tradition's ligature marks always yellow through

[01:26.95] And I lied when I said I didn't want you

[01:35.74] In no time, you'll forget the way we were supposed to be

[01:45.86] Asking what I'm on this time, holding on to you like I do

[01:56.78] Like we're the only people in the world God left to mind to

[02:09.84] Two drowning coals won't ever light

[02:20.27] But if I ask you to, you'll warm the night

[02:36.29] And if I want you, like I said I'd never do

[02:41.63] I would hold my breath and sit down next to you

[02:46.99] Terrified you'll bite the hand that needs you

[02:52.33] And right now I need you

[02:55.55] (I need you)

[02:57.99] I don't know what happened

[03:00.41] I don't know what happened

[03:03.11] I was young and sweet, and then something happened

[03:08.44] Something overwhelming

[03:11.15] Something everlasting

[03:15.37] (Everlasting)

[03:18.61] And time drags on

[03:21.76] I hate him for the time he's gone (Aah, aah, aah)

[03:27.39] I've been here for weeks, I've been here for years

[03:33.01] I've been here too long (Too long)

[03:38.08] And I forgot what stop means

[03:42.91] Either I drink it or the boat sinks

[03:48.26] It's easy for him to get out of me

[03:53.61] What I've been praying will get out of me

[04:01.86] Will I always be crying during sex with you?

[04:09.58] And all my dreams take place in heaven where it's quiet, lying next to you

[04:20.77] Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep in my eyes like I'm a river worth wading

[04:32.47] And if I'm crying, it's because I'm in love

[04:49.78] And I could love you if I tried

[04:55.66] And I'm trying

[04:57.86] I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying