jhariah

[00:27.46] What's with that hole in your head?

[00:31.41] Couldn't say when it came, how I was shot last time

[00:36.66] But I can tell, when I'm caught hopelessly

[00:40.78] Beneath seances summoning more from me than I've got

[00:48.16] And I'm just so tired, 'cause each day takes aim

[00:55.15] At all that it knows me to have, and expands on its list of demands

[01:04.23] This year I enter the winter so full of resentment

[01:13.54] Covered in brand-new bruises, but none that I remember

[01:22.50] I've seen the signs before

[01:31.98] So why can't I recall?

[01:35.65] How did I find my way home last time?

[01:41.29] I fall on square one, each fall I take

[01:47.13] Why should I try again?

[02:04.18] If I know that tomorrow will bring new lows, can I still go?

[02:12.91] Is it hopeless to put myself

[02:17.66] Through the motions, through this wringer?

[02:22.35] Oh, my head's hardly here on a good day

[02:27.27] And it's certainly gone when it rains

[02:31.42] If you shot me tonight, would it kill me?

[02:36.35] Would I find the time to die in your gaze?

[02:40.74] Can my present last if I have no past?

[02:49.92] Nothing's clear when I look back, it's just black

[02:59.44] But I've seen these clouds before

[03:08.80] So why can't I recall?

[03:12.71] How did I find my way home last time?

[03:18.31] I fall on square one, each fall I take

[03:24.22] Why should I try again?

[03:28.43] When in the end, it never changes

[03:33.99] Just the same thing

[03:36.58] One song that keeps spinning over and over again

[03:58.77] I'm scared out of my mind, stuck inside a hole

[04:04.95] And this is just the first of many, first of many, first of many

[04:11.10] I'm grasping at liquid minutes, I feel like I'll never be satisfied

[04:23.23] I am scared out of my mind, reveling in this dance

[04:29.74] And hoping it's the first of many, first of many, first of many

[04:35.77] Can it be our first of many, first of many, first of many?

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