Its Been So Long

[00:09.90] I don't know what I was thinking

[00:11.76] Leaving my child behind

[00:14.15] Now I suffer the curse, and now I am blind

[00:19.46] With all this anger, guilt, and sadness

[00:22.12] Coming to haunt me forever

[00:24.51] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river

[00:29.55] Is this revenge I am seeking?

[00:31.68] Or seeking someone to avenge me?

[00:34.33] Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free

[00:39.12] Maybe I should chase and find before they'll try to stop it

[00:44.43] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet

[00:48.68] It's been so long

[00:51.90] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[00:55.35] To the man behind the slaughter

[00:59.33] Since you've been gone

[01:01.73] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[01:05.45] The sanity of your mother

[01:29.37] I wish I lived in the present

[01:31.76] With the gift of my past mistakes

[01:34.15] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes

[01:39.46] Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember

[01:44.24] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper

[01:49.55] Justification is killing me, but killing isn't justified

[01:54.34] What happened to my son? I'm terrified

[01:59.38] It lingers in my mind

[02:01.24] And the thought keeps on getting bigger

[02:04.43] I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I've been there

[02:09.48] It's been so long

[02:14.26] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster

[02:15.58] To the man behind the slaughter

[02:19.57] Since you've been gone

[02:21.96] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder

[02:25.42] The sanity of your mother