One of These Lifes
[00:10.42] We may not know which way to go on this dark road
[00:12.00] (Mr. Duckworth)
[00:21.57] All of these hoes make it difficult
[00:23.96] Session 10, breakthrough
[00:27.68] One of these lives, I'ma make things right
[00:29.28] With the wrongs I've done, that's when I unite
[00:30.87] With the Father, Son, 'til then, I fight
[00:32.99] Rain on me, put the blame on me
[00:34.58] Got guilt, got hurt, got shame on me
[00:36.18] Got six magazines that's aimed at me
[00:38.03] Done every magazine, what's fame to me?
[00:39.89] It's a game to me, where the bedroom at?
[00:41.76] Sleep, I ain't never had affairs with that
[00:43.62] What's fair when the hearts and the words don't reach?
[00:45.22] What's fair when the money don't take things back?
[00:47.07] It's rare when somebody take your dreams back
[00:48.92] I care too much, wanna share too much, in my head too much
[00:51.59] I shut down too, I ain't there too much
[00:53.45] I'm a complex soul, they layered me up
[00:55.32] Then broke me down, and morality's dust, I lack in trust
[00:57.96] This time around, I trust myself
[00:59.82] Please everybody else but myself
[01:01.68] All else fails, I was myself
[01:03.28] Outdone fear, outdone myself
[01:05.13] This year, you better one yourself
[01:07.00] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[01:07.52] Masks on the babies, mask on an opp
[01:08.85] Wear masks in the neighborhood stores you shop
[01:10.44] But a mask won't hide who you are inside
[01:12.05] Look around, the reality's carved in lies
[01:13.90] Wipe my ego, dodge my pride
[01:15.76] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[01:16.30] Look myself in the mirror
[01:17.36] Amityville, ain't seen nothin' scarier
[01:19.22] I fought like a pitbull terrier
[01:20.81] Blood I shed could fill up aquariums
[01:22.93] Tell all my angels, "Carry 'em"
[01:24.80] Every emotion been deprived
[01:26.64] Even my strong points couldn't survive
[01:28.24] If I didn't learn to love myself, forgive myself a hundred times, dawg
[01:32.50] I love when you count me out
[01:37.01] I love when you count me out
[01:39.13] I love when you count me-
[01:42.58] I love when you count me out
[01:44.18] I love when you count me out
[01:46.31] I love when you count me-
[01:47.63] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[01:56.40] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[02:05.71] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[02:06.25] One of these lives, I'ma make things right
[02:08.37] With the wrongs I've done, that's when I unite
[02:09.17] With the Father, Son, 'til then, I fight
[02:11.29] Rain on me, put the blame on me
[02:12.88] Got guilt, got hurt, got shame on me
[02:14.74] Got six magazines that's aimed at me
[02:16.60] Done every magazine, what's fame to me?
[02:18.19] It's a game to me, where the bedroom at?
[02:20.33] Sleep, I ain't never had affairs with that
[02:21.92] What's fair when the hearts and the words don't reach?
[02:23.51] What's fair when the money don't take things back?
[02:25.63] It's rare when somebody take your dreams back
[02:27.23] I care too much, wanna share too much, in my head too much
[02:29.88] I shut down too, I ain't there too much
[02:31.47] I'm a complex soul, they layered me up
[02:33.33] Then broke me down, and morality's dust, I lack in trust
[02:36.26] This time around, I trust myself
[02:38.11] Please everybody else but myself
[02:39.72] All else fails, I was myself
[02:41.58] Outdone fear, outdone myself
[02:43.43] This year, you better one yourself
[02:45.29] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[02:45.55] Masks on the babies, mask on an opp
[02:47.15] Wear masks in the neighborhood stores you shop
[02:48.75] But a mask won't hide who you are inside
[02:50.34] Look around, the reality's carved in lies
[02:52.46] Wipe my ego, dodge my pride
[02:54.05] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[02:54.31] Look myself in the mirror
[02:55.65] Amityville, ain't seen nothin' scarier
[02:57.51] I fought like a pitbull terrier
[02:59.10] Blood I shed could fill up aquariums
[03:01.49] Tell all my angels, "Carry 'em"
[03:03.09] Every emotion been deprived
[03:04.97] Even my strong points couldn't survive
[03:06.82] If I didn't learn to love myself, forgive myself a hundred times, dawg
[03:13.73] I love when you count me out
[03:15.32] I love when you count me out
[03:17.45] I love when you count me-
[03:20.90] I love when you count me out
[03:22.76] I love when you count me out
[03:24.35] I love when you count me-
[03:26.20] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[03:34.98] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[03:43.74] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[03:53.05] (And I'm-)
[03:53.31] One of these lives, I'ma make things right
[03:54.89] With the wrongs I've done, that's when I unite
[03:56.77] With the Father, Son, 'til then, I fight
[03:58.63] Rain on me, put the blame on me
[04:00.21] Got guilt, got hurt, got shame on me
[04:01.81] Got six magazines that's aimed at me
[04:03.93] Done every magazine, what's fame to me?
[04:05.52] It's a game to me, where the bedroom at?
[04:07.40] Sleep, I ain't never had affairs with that
[04:08.99] What's fair when the hearts and the words don't reach?
[04:10.85] What's fair when the money don't take things back?
[04:12.71] It's rare when somebody take your dreams back
[04:14.57] I care too much, wanna share too much, in my head too much
[04:17.23] I shut down too, I ain't there too much
[04:19.09] I'm a complex soul, they layered me up
[04:20.68] Then broke me down, and morality's dust, I lack in trust
[04:23.60] This time around, I trust myself
[04:25.47] Please everybody else but myself
[04:27.32] All else fails, I was myself
[04:28.92] Outdone fear, outdone myself
[04:30.78] This year, you better one yourself
[04:32.64] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[04:32.89] Masks on the babies, mask on an opp
[04:34.23] Wear masks in the neighborhood stores you shop
[04:36.08] But a mask won't hide who you are inside
[04:37.68] Look around, the reality's carved in lies
[04:39.81] Wipe my ego, dodge my pride
[04:41.13] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[04:41.66] Look myself in the mirror
[04:43.00] Amityville, ain't seen nothin' scarier
[04:45.13] I fought like a pitbull terrier
[04:46.73] Blood I shed could fill up aquariums
[04:48.59] Tell all my angels, "Carry 'em"
[04:50.44] Every emotion been deprived
[04:52.30] Even my strong points couldn't survive
[04:54.17] If I didn't learn to love myself, forgive myself a hundred times, dawg
[05:01.07] I love when you count me out
[05:02.93] I love when you count me out
[05:04.53] I love when you count me-
[05:08.24] I love when you count me out
[05:10.11] I love when you count me out
[05:11.97] I love when you count me-
[05:13.82] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[05:22.33] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[05:31.37] (And I'm tripping and falling)
[05:40.11] (And I'm-)
