Everything That Isn't Me
[00:15.29] I could have been a better brother
[00:18.77] I could have been a better son
[00:22.01] I'm sorry for the pain I caused you
[00:24.76] And all the worries that I gave you, mom
[00:28.51] Every time there was a riot
[00:31.76] I couldn't ever stay at home
[00:34.77] I had to go and join the fire
[00:37.28] You and dad said no, but I had to go
[00:41.01] You were still the best of mothers
[00:44.01] And now I know the fear you felt for me
[00:47.27] You told me to stay off the streets 'cause
[00:50.01] You didn't like me out there selling weed
[00:53.51] I don't regret the things I've done
[00:59.76] They made me what I am, you see
[01:01.02] I can't apologize forever
[01:03.02] For everything that isn't me
[01:06.26] I could have been a better brother
[01:09.27] I could have been a better friend
[01:12.51] I hope you know how much I love you
[01:15.27] And if you don't, I really understand
[01:18.77] I used to be so bloody selfish
[01:21.76] I tried to make it to the top, you see
[01:25.51] The only thing I didn't get is
[01:27.76] You've always given me the help I need
[01:31.50] I should have been a better brother
[01:34.76] It's easy now to see it clear
[01:38.02] I'm sorry that I hurt you all and
[01:40.26] I'm sorry that I caused you all so many tears
[01:44.27] I could apologize forever
[01:47.27] For everything I couldn't be
[01:50.51] I can't apologize forever
[01:53.51] For everything that isn't me
[02:09.51] I could have been a better lover
[02:12.76] I could have been a better man
[02:15.76] I'm sorry that I work so much and
[02:18.29] The fact that I never really have a plan
[02:22.26] I'm sorry, oh, I'm so sorry
[02:25.01] That it's so hard to say this word
[02:28.03] And even with all the things we've been through
[02:31.26] Sometimes I think that I will never learn
[02:34.77] I could have been a better lover
[02:38.01] I could have been a better man
[02:41.27] I'm gonna be a better father
[02:43.53] Hell, I'm doing everything I can
[02:47.26] And I will live with this forever
[02:50.51] With everything I couldn't be
[02:53.77] I can't apologize forever
[02:56.53] For everything that isn't me
[03:00.51] I could have been a better brother
[03:03.27] I could have been a better son
[03:07.01] I could have been a better lover
[03:09.52] But in the end, I'm your only one
