Nico Collins - Honest (Lyrics)

[00:06.62] Maybe it's the way I was born and raised

[00:09.62] Cut off my emotion to survive my days

[00:12.60] Now I see people as a way to get by

[00:15.64] All I gotta do is find the truth in my lies

[00:18.64] Five months later, you're still around

[00:21.37] You should be embarrassed by the way I let you down

[00:24.36] Making excuses for you and not me

[00:27.37] Blame it on yourself cuz you're too afraid to leave

[00:30.63] You keep saying that you're needing me

[00:33.36] See my for the man that you swear I'll be

[00:36.12] But you ain't gonna know me the way I do

[00:39.12] I'd never give it up on a life for two

[00:42.11] Gun to my head and you know you can't help me

[00:45.14] Another in my bed and you know you can't help me

[00:48.12] Took another hit and you know you can't help me

[00:51.38] Just go, yeah, just go

[00:53.87] I don't understand why you're so forgiving

[00:56.87] Caught me red-handed but you still won't listen

[00:59.88] You know what I told you since the day we started

[01:03.87] I'll always be "honest"

[01:08.86] The cops are at your door and they ask you where I am

[01:11.62] You paint a puzzled face and you lie for me again

[01:14.64] Risking your life like you do a hundred times

[01:17.87] Eventually you're gonna take the fall for my crimes

[01:20.62] Slam the door and look me in the eye

[01:24.13] Screaming this is gonna be the last time

[01:26.63] You're tired of me taking advantage

[01:29.37] So I cry and you pay for the damage

[01:32.63] Gun to my head and you know you can't help me

[01:35.63] Another in my bed and you know you can't help me

[01:38.37] Took another hit and you know you can't help me

[01:41.87] Just go, yeah, just go

[01:44.14] I don't understand why you're so forgiving

[01:47.40] Caught me red-handed but you still won't listen

[01:50.12] You know what I told you since the day we started

[01:53.87] I'll always be "honest"

[01:59.37] When it gets heavy you break down and say

[02:02.12] "Why are you heartless who made you this way?"

[02:04.87] I stare at you vacantly right through your face

[02:07.87] I draw a blank

[02:09.38] I-I-I draw a blank

[02:11.12] Throwing my shit cuz you don't understand

[02:13.88] The reasons behind why I am who I am

[02:16.87] You beg for the answer we know I don't have

[02:20.62] I draw a blank

[02:21.90] I-I-I draw a blank

[02:23.13] Gun to my head and you know you can't help me

[02:25.86] Another in my bed and you know you can't help me

[02:28.88] Took another hit and you know you can't help me

[02:31.87] Just go, yeah, just go

[02:34.87] I don't understand why you're so forgiving

[02:37.86] Caught me red-handed but you still won't listen

[02:40.62] You know what I told you since the day we started

[02:44.39] I'll always be "honest"

[02:47.86] I have betrayed you

[02:48.36] I have betrayed you

[02:49.36] Please don't forgive me I'll do it again

[02:52.37] I have betrayed you

[02:53.86] I have betrayed you

[02:56.12] I'll always be "honest"

[02:58.64] I have betrayed you

[02:59.86] I have betrayed you

[03:01.38] Please don't forgive me I'll do it again

[03:04.36] I have betrayed you

[03:05.87] I have betrayed you

[03:07.64] I'll always be "honest"