Hate myself
[00:01.58] I don't see you like I should
[00:05.59] You look so misunderstood
[00:10.83] And I wish I could help
[00:13.84] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:17.60] Pray to God with my arms open
[00:21.58] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[00:27.09] And I wish I could help
[00:30.33] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:32.58] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
[00:33.83] They bring out the worst in me
[00:35.34] Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
[00:37.60] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
[00:39.83] All the core beliefs
[00:40.86] And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
[00:43.83] Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
[00:45.88] Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
[00:48.09] It's kinda weird
[00:48.83] Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
[00:51.83] That's more deceit, more defeat
[00:53.58] Is this really what I'm born to be?
[00:55.08] That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
[00:56.34] So poor, but I'm so wealthy
[00:57.83] Need help, but you can't help me
[00:59.33] What else can the world sell me?
[01:01.09] Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
[01:04.08] But it's not healthy
[01:05.08] I don't see you like I should
[01:09.09] You look so misunderstood
[01:15.08] And I wish I could help
[01:17.60] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:21.08] Pray to God with my arms open
[01:24.83] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[01:30.63] And I wish I could help
[01:33.58] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:36.58] Yeah, late nights get the best of me
[01:37.82] They know how to get to me
[01:39.35] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:41.83] But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
[01:43.84] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:45.60] What is success when hope has left you
[01:47.85] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
[01:49.58] Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
[01:52.33] Come across like it's so easy
[01:54.09] But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.57] When I feel like you don't need me
[01:57.08] Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:58.58] And my life has no meaning, drain me
[02:00.83] Hands out, tryna ask for love
[02:01.84] But when I get it, I just pass it up
[02:03.58] Throw it away and think about it later
[02:04.85] Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:06.33] Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
[02:08.35] I'm scared because
[02:09.83] I don't see you like I should
[02:13.33] You look so misunderstood
[02:18.83] And I wish I could help
[02:21.83] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:25.10] Pray to God with my arms open
[02:29.08] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[02:34.59] And I wish I could help
[02:37.84] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.34] I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.85] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.58] Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.59] Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
[02:46.84] We scream to be free, but I stay captured
[02:50.61] Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:52.33] Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
[02:54.36] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[02:59.61] But I can't have it
[03:02.83] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:07.11] But I can't have it
[03:10.33] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:13.35] I don't see you like I should
[03:17.08] You look so misunderstood
[03:22.59] And I wish I could help
[03:25.59] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:28.63] Pray to God with my arms open
[03:33.34] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[03:38.83] And I wish I could help
[03:41.83] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:47.09] Hate myself
[03:49.59] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:54.08] Hate myself
[03:58.08] But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:02.59] When I hate myself
[04:05.62] It's kinda hard when I hate myself
[04:11.12] I hate myself
[04:13.84] It's hard when I hate myself
