Everything That Isn't Me
[00:15.24] I could have been a better brother
[00:18.48] I could have been a better son
[00:21.73] I'm sorry for the pain I caused you
[00:24.23] And all the worries that I gave you, mom
[00:28.24] Every time there was a riot
[00:31.22] I couldn't ever stay at home
[00:34.48] I had to run and join the fire
[00:36.99] You and dad said no, but I had to go
[00:40.72] You were still the best of mothers
[00:43.73] And now I know the fear you felt for me
[00:46.98] You told me to stay off the streets 'cause
[00:49.97] You didn't like me out there selling weed
[00:53.48] I don't regret the things I've done
[00:56.98] They made me what I am, you see
[00:59.73] I can't apologize forever
[01:02.98] For everything that isn't me
[01:06.23] I could have been a better brother
[01:08.98] I could have been a better friend
[01:12.23] I hope you know how much I love you
[01:14.73] And if you don't, I really understand
[01:18.73] I used to be so bloody selfish
[01:21.72] I tried to make it to the top, you see
[01:24.73] The only thing I didn't get is
[01:27.25] You've always given me the help I need
[01:31.22] I should have been a better brother
[01:34.50] It's easy now to see it clear
[01:37.48] I'm sorry that I hurt you all and
[01:39.98] I'm sorry that I cause you all so many tears
[01:43.73] I could apologize forever
[01:46.73] For everything I couldn't be
[01:50.23] I can't apologize forever
[01:53.23] For everything that isn't me
[02:09.00] I could have been a better lover
[02:12.23] I could have been a better man
[02:15.76] I'm sorry that I work so much and
[02:18.24] The fact that I never really have a plan
[02:21.72] I'm sorry, oh, I'm so sorry
[02:24.73] That it's so hard to say this word
[02:27.98] And even with all the things we've been through
[02:30.74] Sometimes I think that I will never learn
[02:34.23] I could have been a better lover
[02:37.24] I could have been a better man
[02:40.48] I'm gonna be a better father
[02:42.98] Hell, I'm doing everything I can
[02:47.23] And I will live with this forever
[02:49.99] With everything I couldn't be
[02:53.24] I can't apologize forever
[02:56.23] For everything that isn't me
[02:59.98] I could have been a better brother
[03:02.73] I could have been a better son
[03:05.98] I could have been a better lover
[03:08.23] But in the end, I'm your only one
