Intro 2

[00:34.09] I'm back, did anyone miss me?

[00:35.56] They said a second record could be tricky

[00:37.10] Well that's kind of funny 'cause I am not tripping

[00:38.82] My fans, they know what it is and they with me

[00:40.63] Yeah, I ain't the type that's gon' ride with the semi

[00:42.35] I came from a town with three lakes and no city

[00:44.06] I've been doing shows for nothing but pennies

[00:45.57] When I leave the stage, they never forget me

[00:47.34] Mansion was a glimpse of my life

[00:48.62] I let you see what it's like to be in my head

[00:50.57] People ask me what I think I think I be doin'

[00:52.60] If it wasn't music, I'd rather be dead

[00:54.33] You heard what I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't want to see me at 10

[00:58.07] Or maybe you do

[00:59.06] I promise if that is the case, then that is what you're gonna get

[01:01.57] If you're looking for music with watered down lyrics

[01:03.05] I promise that you need to go somewhere else

[01:04.55] And if you want somebody to tell you everything that you wanna hear I won't be any help

[01:08.06] This flow is familiar, I think I heard it before

[01:10.06] Oh yeah, I made it myself

[01:11.32] I left the door open to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house

[01:15.08] Some of ya'll sat on the porch

[01:16.09] Looked at my windows and stared at my door

[01:17.82] They ask me if I'm going to kill it this record

[01:19.56] I laugh in their face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?"

[01:22.05] He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad with the kids

[01:24.30] He never talks about nothing but him

[01:26.32] Yeah, my friends say, "He's kind of a diva"

[01:27.84] Well, you need to get some new friends

[01:29.10] I'm as true as it gets

[01:30.07] 'Til I get on the stage and flip on the switch

[01:31.82] And I go to a place where nobody is

[01:33.31] If you putting my name in the song, that's something that you won't regret

[01:35.58] I'm not lying to you here

[01:37.09] I remember the shows when no one was there

[01:38.56] I remember the shows when nobody cared

[01:40.06] Some people in front of me laughing like, "He isn't going nowhere"

[01:42.83] It's funny now, isn't it?

[01:43.55] This type of life isn't how I envisioned it

[01:45.33] This type of life, it just ain't how I pictured it

[01:47.06] I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to face how my family is different

[01:51.06] Not what you think it is

[01:51.55] Write a review, tell me what you think of this

[01:52.82] Give me three stars and call me and idiot

[01:54.06] But to be honest, it don't make a difference

[01:56.07] I know some people don't get it

[01:57.54] But you have now entered the Therapy Session

[01:59.08] If you don't like music that's personal

[02:00.59] I have no clue what you people are doing here

[02:02.08] Might as well throw out the record

[02:03.56] I pull up a chair

[02:04.31] I track through my music like nobody's there

[02:05.80] Only person I judge is the one in the mirror

[02:07.56] I'm lately he ain't doin' well

[02:09.31] I don't need ya'll in my ear

[02:10.29] I'm tired of hearing it

[02:11.29] You call it music, I call it my therapist

[02:12.81] Sick people telling me I have been carrying way too much baggage

[02:15.06] I need to take care of it

[02:16.29] I know she's right, but man it's embarrassing

[02:17.81] Music has raised me more than my parents did

[02:19.82] Take out a picture of us and I stare at it

[02:21.30] Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing this

[02:22.30] Show me an artist you want to compare me with

[02:24.85] You put us both on a track, I'm a bury 'em

[02:26.55] Give me this shovel, it's 'bout to get scarier

[02:28.09] None of you want to attack what you staring at

[02:29.81] I see you got beats, but where is the lyrics at?

[02:31.84] NF is the logo, you know I been wearing that

[02:33.56] Don't come to my show and be sittin' in the very back

[02:35.04] I call you out in the crowd like, "There he is!"

[02:37.30] I thought I'd be happy, It feels like I'm cursed

[02:39.04] It's hard to be clean when you play in the dirt

[02:40.80] You gave me this place to go when I'm hurting

[02:41.85] I thought it'd get better, but it's getting worse

[02:42.79] And I got nobody to blame when I work, like 24/7

[02:46.59] I ain't been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to flirt

[02:49.30] I hang up the phone, these are more than just words

[02:50.80] I drive on that highway and listen to Mansion

[02:52.55] I look up to God like, "When did this happen?"

[02:54.31] Yelling with all of my fans to "Wake up!"

[02:56.55] But feel like I haven't

[02:58.04] I get emotional, I didn't plan this

[02:59.81] I'm doing things I never imagined

[03:01.30] I'm sorry but I gotta leave

[03:03.05] I don't wanna be late for my therapy session