On the afternoon of May 26th, Linkin Park
[00:00.39] On the afternoon of May 26th,
[00:02.15] Linkin Park frontman Chester Bennington
[00:04.41] gave a performance unlike any in his career.
[00:06.65] His close friend, Soundgarden frontman
[00:10.40] Chris Cornell, was being laid to
[00:11.91] rest at the Hollywood Forever
[00:14.15] Cemetery in Los Angeles.
[00:15.90] He died of suicide by hanging
[00:18.15] and was found on the morning
[00:19.65] of July 20th in his Palos Verdes
[00:21.89] Estates home in Los Angeles County,
[00:23.89] a week before Linkin Park were
[00:26.15] to set out on a 29-date North American tour.
[00:28.91] The singer, 41, had been on vacation
[00:33.15] in Arizona with his wife,
[00:34.41] Talinda, and his family,
[00:36.90] but came home alone,
[00:38.40] saying he needed to work.
[00:39.91] TMZ reported that police had
[00:42.15] found a partially empty bottle
[00:43.91] of alcohol in the bedroom where he had died.
[00:45.66] Bennington had always been open
[00:48.65] about his struggles with addiction
[00:51.65] and depression, but those close
[00:52.55] to him were shocked by his suicide.
[00:54.30] In addition to the Linkin Park tour,
[00:56.57] he was planning a reunion with his
[00:59.06] pre-fame grunge band, Grey Daze, for September.
[01:02.05] Steve Stevens, who plays guitar
[01:05.31] with Billy Idol, remembers
[01:07.82] Bennington holding a new puppy
[01:09.06] while greeting everyone who came
[01:10.57] backstage at an event last
[01:11.81] October for Rock to Recovery,
[01:13.81] an organization for sober musicians.
[01:16.05] The day before he died, Bennington
[01:19.24] e-mailed former Guns N' Roses
[01:21.22] drummer Matt Sorum, saying
[01:22.98] he'd like to perform again with
[01:24.48] their all-star covers band, Kings of Chaos.
[01:27.21] Bennington had gone to rehab
[01:29.96] around 2006 and appeared
[01:31.72] to be sober in the years after.
[01:33.47] Friends say he suffered a
[01:35.47] three-day relapse last August,
[01:37.22] during which he blacked out
[01:39.48] from alcohol, and had been
[01:41.21] drinking as recently as October.
[01:42.48] A month before his death,
[01:45.48] Bennington told longtime f
[01:47.72] riend Ryan Shuck, who played
[01:48.72] guitar in Bennington's side
[01:50.48] project Dead by Sunrise,
[01:51.98] that he was six months sober.
[01:53.73] He was telling me, down to
[01:56.22] the detail, what he would do
[01:58.48] in the first hour he wanted
[01:59.72] to drink: 'I basically just
[02:01.48] take it hour-by-hour every day.
[02:02.96] The opening line, 'I don't
[02:05.71] like my mind right now' -
[02:07.74] like, that is me 24 hours a day.
[02:09.73] If I get stuck in here, like,
[02:11.97] I just find life really hard.
[02:14.97] You don't need much to lose
[02:17.48] your mind for a minute.
[02:19.98] While there are similarities -
[02:21.22] both artists hanged themselves,
[02:22.98] and Bennington did so on what
[02:24.73] would have been Cornell's 53rd birthday -
[02:26.73] they believe it was mostly a coincidence.
[02:28.97] It's kindling, but the fire was already burning.
[02:32.23] He was born on March 20th, 1976,
[02:36.22] in Phoenix, the youngest of four children.
[02:39.98] From the time Chester was seven
[02:42.21] or eight until he was 13, he was
[02:44.96] sexually abused by an older male friend.
[02:47.23] Bennington claimed to have kicked
[02:50.22] substance abuse the first time in 1992,
[02:52.47] when a local gang burst into a place
[02:53.98] where he was getting high with his
[02:55.73] friends and beat and robbed them.
[02:58.21] Bennington poured his experiences
[03:00.97] into Linkin Park's songs, which mixed
[03:02.48] his soul-baring screams with Mike
[03:05.98] Shinoda's rapping and the band's
[03:07.73] lumbering riffs for a sound that
[03:08.98] dominated the pop charts for much of the 2000s.
[03:10.22] You could feel the tension between
[03:13.21] the two when he sang, and I think
[03:14.73] the reason so many people connected
[03:16.72] to his music was because of that
[03:18.97] balance he achieved between the two.
[03:21.22] He could be funny in a juvenile
[03:23.46] way one minute and deeply sensitive
[03:24.97] the next: Shuck recalls Bennington
[03:27.21] kicking himself endlessly after
[03:28.97] making a joke about lung cancer onstage.
[03:32.23] Bennington and DeLeo were laid over
[03:34.48] for 12 hours in Chicago, and the
[03:36.12] drummer felt horrible for keeping
[03:38.12] them from home during the holiday season.
[03:40.36] Leto remembers going to Bennington's
[03:42.61] house for dinner one night.
[03:44.86] Bennington's death is still resonating
[03:46.61] among his fans, who experienced a
[03:48.85] shock wave when the news reached the public.
[03:50.85] The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
[03:53.87] says it received a 14 percent spike
[03:56.87] in calls on the day after the news broke.
[03:58.62] Ten days after Bennington's death,
[04:02.10] the singer's home was encircled
[04:03.61] with a temporary six-foot fence.
[04:06.12] A police cruiser sat outside as
[04:08.12] fans left flowers, drawings, signs,
[04:10.60] guitar picks and crosses on its perimeter.
