10 feet down

[00:21.09] Yeah I know the person in the mirror's not a perfect one

[00:23.61] I look at him everyday and think he's not enough

[00:26.11] My life's a book that I don't really like to open up

[00:28.35] I'm twenty-six, but I feel like I live in chapter one

[00:31.10] I skim through, I've been through it, they laugh at us

[00:33.59] You think it's funny, yeah, laugh it up

[00:35.33] I always felt like no one listened to me, that's how I grew up

[00:37.60] Church is where I found God, but it's also where I learned to judge

[00:40.87] Yeah, I had to learn there's a difference between

[00:43.66] What you want, and what you really need

[00:45.62] I've always been motivated by comments from people tellin' me

[00:48.09] Things that I'll never be, and then I become it, this is my everything

[00:51.10] There's so much that goes on in my head that people will never see

[00:53.60] You probably be terrified of my memories, don't lecture me

[00:55.59] Let me be, let me see, let me breathe, how they remember me

[00:58.09] Doesn't alter who I am as a person to take my energy, yeah

[01:01.60] Hard days, cold nights

[01:03.61] Staring down at an empty cup like

[01:07.39] I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up

[01:11.35] All day, all night

[01:13.85] Ten feet down nearly my whole life

[01:16.85] But I'll be rising, rising up

[01:20.86] Yeah, my fans made me who I am, but they also deceived me

[01:23.84] I've been allowed to live life like I'm already grieving

[01:26.09] I'm at a table of lies, but don't eat what they feed me

[01:28.60] My hoodie over my face, so nobody can see me

[01:31.09] I'm on a plane, 'bout to fly again

[01:33.35] Looking out the window, take a moment to admire it

[01:35.33] Wondering how high it is, wonder where the time has went

[01:37.84] Then I shut the window and go back to feeling like I'm out my mind again, ah

[01:40.83] Yeah, seems like we're all trying to climb a ladder

[01:43.84] It's crazy what we'll do to climb it faster

[01:45.60] It's like we throw away the things in life that really matter

[01:48.13] Just so that we can make it to the top, and wonder what we're even climbing after

[01:51.10] I know the feeling of feeling like everything you deal with will never change

[01:53.83] That's part of being a human, yeah

[01:56.88] Life's what you make of it, take it, embrace it, and take it, and savor it

[01:58.84] Ain't about what you did, it's what you became from it, ah

[02:01.07] Hard days, cold nights

[02:03.59] Staring down at an empty cup like

[02:07.08] I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up

[02:11.38] All day, all night

[02:13.36] Ten feet down nearly my whole life

[02:17.13] But I'll be rising, rising up

[02:21.34] We all want what we never had

[02:23.34] The good life doesn't seem so bad

[02:25.88] The good life doesn't seem so sad

[02:28.10] Yeah we all want what we never had

[02:33.83] Hard days, cold nights

[02:36.34] Staring down at an empty cup like

[02:39.62] I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up

[02:43.62] All day, all night

[02:46.12] Ten feet down nearly my whole life

[02:49.84] But I'll be rising, rising up

[02:53.57] We all want what we never had

[02:55.61] The good life doesn't seem so bad

[02:58.09] The good life doesn't seem so sad

[03:00.59] Yeah we all want what we never had

[03:03.63] Hard days, cold nights

[03:06.09] Staring down at an empty cup like

[03:10.06] I'ma fill, I'ma fill it up