Quinoa

[00:01.63] thursday morning, happy birthday

[00:02.43] it could be so much worse than this

[00:02.98] i'm having trouble breathing again

[00:03.23] send me to the ocean and i'll learn to swim

[00:04.57] knee socks, heart shaped sunglasses

[00:04.85] i've tried so hard not to cry in front of you

[00:05.11] you told me i could be anything i wanted

[00:05.67] all i want to be is everything i'm not

[00:06.53] swallowing ice and my wicked thoughts

[00:07.07] with death on my mind, i don't know where to begin

[00:07.33] i'll stop running from myself when i learn to tell time

[00:07.89] i'll stop relying on you when you tell me to go

[00:08.47] happy birthday to me,

[00:08.77] the lights go out and i'm afraid

[00:09.33] happy birthday to me, enjoy yourself,

[00:09.87] i'm a thousand miles away

[00:10.69] i got high in a convenience store and thought i saw god

[00:10.95] on cigarette cartons and nothing at all

[00:12.27] you're forgetful on your best days but i hope that you remember me

[00:12.85] i don't know how anyone can sleep in this place

[00:13.11] summer never comes and all the houses look the same

[00:13.67] i've spent years forgetting people like you

[00:13.96] because no one ever cares for long enough to keep me sane

[00:14.75] and god, how do you sleep at night?

[00:15.02] i'm sorry for my shaky knees and messy hair

[00:15.31] i've been so wrong that i've forgotten how to be right

[00:15.85] walk away, walk away, walk away