Hated by life itself
[00:20.43] “Don’t ever say that you want to drop.”
[00:22.68] “Live through your whole
[00:24.91] life without giving up”
[00:26.44] How stupid of us it is to say songs
[00:27.68] like that speak the whole truth.
[00:30.40] In all honesty, I couldn’t
[00:34.43] care a bit if I died.
[00:36.91] But I’d be kind of upset
[00:40.15] if the ones I love did.
[00:41.15] “I wouldn’t like to see
[00:41.92] that happen to my friends”
[00:43.15] My ego tells me so.
[00:43.42] I won’t care if someone I
[00:43.68] don’t know will die or not.
[00:44.91] Hating other people
[00:44.91] seemingly is fashion now.
[00:45.21] But for all of us to live
[00:45.40] peacefully together?
[00:46.90] How wonderful oh, that would be.
[00:47.21] Yet another person on the
[00:47.90] other side of a screen dies.
[00:48.40] Lamenting over a gloomy song
[00:48.66] that someone else cries.
[00:50.41] Then here comes the little
[00:50.90] boy who’s been persuaded.
[00:52.88] Knife in hand, and he’s gone now!
[00:53.19] Every single one of us
[00:53.41] is hated by life itself.
[00:58.92] Pushing forward all our
[01:00.67] values and egos by ourself.
[01:01.91] We so very simply broadcast
[01:03.15] over the radio waves,
[01:04.41] Songs about how we want
[01:05.41] to kill someone else.
[01:07.91] Every single one of us
[01:08.66] is hated by life itself.
[01:09.16] All of us who easily say
[01:09.90] that we just want to die,
[01:11.16] And all those who look
[01:11.65] at life so carelessly,
[01:12.15] All of us are despised
[01:13.67] by life its ownself
[01:14.40] Once again I’m left without a penny.
[01:14.91] So I’ll sing songs that will
[01:16.15] not make me feel so much pity.
[01:16.66] I still have no idea what
[01:18.67] is the point of life.
[01:18.92] So I guess that life is
[01:19.18] pointless and I take a breath.
[01:20.40] Can I use the phrase
[01:20.67] “That I’m so lonely”
[01:20.92] to express the distress that has
[01:20.92] caused me so much damn pain?
[01:21.19] All I have is determination,
[01:21.41] yet I stay alone,
[01:21.41] sleeping in my own bed.
[01:21.70] All of us who started life as a youth,
[01:22.91] Will one day start to
[01:22.91] change into a young adult.
[01:23.16] We’ll grow old and rot
[01:23.43] like leaves as a result.
[01:23.43] No one in the whole world
[01:23.70] will know that we even lived.
[01:23.92] With the ability to
[01:24.17] live for an eternity.
[01:24.17] Living our whole lives
[01:24.46] out without ever dying.
[01:24.65] All of this is just my SF daydreaming.
[01:24.65] And once again, I couldn’t
[01:24.94] care less if I die.
[01:25.16] But all the people who love
[01:26.41] me have to say otherwise.
[01:26.70] Living through my life with
[01:26.94] such contradictions on my back.
[01:27.15] I think I might get attacked.
[01:27.15] “The objects that were made
[01:27.46] ‘right’, have always been ‘right’.”
[01:27.68] “If you don’t want to die,
[01:27.91] then why don’t you survive?”
[01:27.91] It’s fine that we are all
[01:28.22] going to end up depressed so,
[01:28.42] You gotta laugh it off alone right?
[01:28.66] Every single one of us
[01:28.66] is hated by life itself.
[01:28.93] None of us can understand
[01:29.16] joy by ourselves.
[01:30.69] We all hate the hand that
[01:30.95] life went ahead and gave us,
[01:31.15] Yet all we do is curse
[01:31.15] our own damn pasts
[01:31.45] Every single one of us
[01:31.65] is hated by life itself.
[01:31.90] Those who use the word “goodbye”
[01:31.90] more often than they should.
[01:32.27] Those who don’t understand the
[01:32.44] meaning of a true goodbye.
[01:32.44] All of us are despised
[01:32.79] by life its ownself
[01:32.99] Enjoyment,
[01:33.17] Our farewells,
[01:33.41] Affection,
[01:33.41] And friendship.
[01:33.69] They are all things that
[01:33.69] one can buy with money,
[01:34.16] Within jokes that were
[01:34.16] made by our dumb dreams.
[01:34.43] Can’t you see that I’ll
[01:34.66] soon cease to exist now?
[01:34.88] Everything we’ve done seems
[01:36.89] to have been pointless now.
[01:36.89] The sun falls,
[01:37.20] The moon falls,
[01:37.65] The rain falls.
[01:37.90] The leaves fall.
[01:38.16] A never ending cycle,
[01:39.89] someone else already died.
[01:40.20] I don’t need
[01:40.39] Any dreams
[01:40.39] Or my own tomorrow.
[01:40.70] If you have lived your own life
[01:40.92] then that’s all I really need.
[01:40.92] That’s right.
[01:41.19] That’s really,
[01:41.41] What I’ve wanted to sing about!
[01:41.66] Every single one of us
[01:41.66] is hated by life itself.
[01:41.91] We’ll all be gone in the end anyway.
[01:42.18] Yeah you will too,
[01:42.42] Even I will,
[01:42.65] One day all of us will
[01:42.65] decay like fallen leaves.
[01:42.94] Yet even still, all of us
[01:43.16] continue to live in fear.
[01:43.40] Here we are protecting our
[01:43.40] lives, we’ll still live in fear.
[01:43.71] Murdering,
[01:43.91] Struggling,
[01:45.65] Chuckling,
[01:45.65] I’m maintaining.
[01:45.96] Living
[01:46.16] Living
[01:46.41] Living
[01:46.71] Living
[01:47.16] Living on.
