Hated by Life Itself
[00:20.27] “Don’t ever say that you want to drop.”
[00:22.51] “Live through your whole
[00:23.54] life without giving up”
[00:25.01] How stupid of us it is to say songs
[00:26.26] like that speak the whole truth.
[00:29.51] In all honesty, I couldn’t
[00:30.76] care a bit if I died.
[00:32.02] But I’d be kind of upset
[00:33.26] if the ones I love did.
[00:34.52] “I wouldn’t like to see
[00:35.51] that happen to my friends”
[00:37.26] My ego tells me so.
[00:39.52] I won’t care if someone I
[00:41.04] don’t know will die or not.
[00:42.32] Hating other people
[00:43.57] seemingly is fashion now.
[00:44.31] But for all of us to live
[00:45.57] peacefully together?
[00:46.83] How wonderful oh, that would be.
[00:49.10] Yet another person on the
[00:50.31] other side of a screen dies.
[00:51.57] Lamenting over a gloomy song
[00:52.82] that someone else cries.
[00:53.81] Then here comes the little
[00:55.09] boy who’s been persuaded.
[00:56.82] Knife in hand, and he’s gone now!
[00:58.32] Every single one of us
[00:59.08] is hated by life itself.
[01:00.81] Pushing forward all our
[01:01.83] values and egos by ourself.
[01:03.06] We so very simply broadcast
[01:04.31] over the radio waves,
[01:05.58] Songs about how we want
[01:06.34] to kill someone else.
[01:07.82] Every single one of us
[01:08.82] is hated by life itself.
[01:10.56] All of us who easily say
[01:11.81] that we just want to die,
[01:12.56] And all those who look
[01:13.81] at life so carelessly,
[01:14.81] All of us are despised
[01:15.83] by life its own self
[01:27.57] Once again I’m left without a penny.
[01:29.59] So I’ll sing songs that will
[01:30.82] not make me feel so much pity.
[01:32.31] I still have no idea what
[01:33.31] is the point of life.
[01:34.56] So I guess that life is
[01:35.31] pointless and I take a breath.
[01:37.10] Can I use the phrase
[01:37.79] “That I’m so lonely”
[01:39.32] to express the distress that has
[01:40.31] caused me so much damn pain?
[01:41.82] All I have is determination,
[01:42.59] yet I stay alone,
[01:44.06] sleeping in my own bed.
[01:46.83] All of us who started life as a youth,
[01:48.84] Will one day start to
[01:49.83] change into a young adult.
[01:51.56] We’ll grow old and rot
[01:52.57] like leaves as a result.
[01:54.07] No one in the whole world
[01:54.81] will know that we even lived.
[01:56.32] With the ability to
[01:57.33] live for an eternity.
[01:58.82] Living our whole lives
[01:59.83] out without ever dying.
[02:01.06] All of this is just my daydreaming.
[02:05.84] And once again, I couldn’t
[02:07.31] care less if I die.
[02:08.55] But all the people who love
[02:09.57] me have to say otherwise.
[02:10.58] Living through my life with
[02:11.86] such contradictions on my back.
[02:13.09] I think I might get attacked.
[02:15.64] “The objects that were made
[02:16.87] ‘right’, have always been ‘right’.”
[02:17.88] “If you don’t want to die,
[02:18.88] then why don’t you survive?”
[02:20.13] It’s fine that we are all
[02:21.38] going to end up depressed so,
[02:22.62] You gotta laugh it off alone right?
[02:24.57] Every single one of us
[02:25.83] is hated by life itself.
[02:27.10] None of us can understand
[02:28.32] joy by ourselves.
[02:29.32] We all hate the hand that
[02:30.58] life went ahead and gave us,
[02:32.08] Yet all we do is curse
[02:33.33] our own damn pasts
[02:34.33] Every single one of us
[02:35.33] is hated by life itself.
[02:36.84] Those who use the word “goodbye”
[02:37.83] more often than they should.
[02:39.08] Those who don’t understand the
[02:40.33] meaning of a true goodbye.
[02:41.59] All of us are despised
[02:42.57] by life its ownself
[02:53.84] Enjoyment,
[02:54.82] Our farewells,
[02:55.84] Affection,
[02:57.36] And friendship.
[02:58.58] They are all things that
[02:59.59] one can buy with money,
[03:00.83] Within jokes that were
[03:01.83] made by our dumb dreams.
[03:03.56] Can’t you see that I’ll
[03:04.33] soon cease to exist now?
[03:05.83] Everything we’ve done seems
[03:06.81] to have been pointless now.
[03:08.09] The sun falls,
[03:08.57] The moon falls,
[03:09.33] The rain falls.
[03:10.08] The leaves fall.
[03:10.83] A never ending cycle,
[03:11.83] someone else already died.
[03:13.07] I don’t need
[03:13.83] Any dreams
[03:14.31] Or my own tomorrow.
[03:15.33] If you have lived your own life
[03:16.57] then that’s all I really need.
[03:17.83] That’s right.
[03:19.08] That’s really,
[03:20.33] What I’ve wanted to sing about!
[03:22.83] Every single one of us
[03:23.59] is hated by life itself.
[03:24.83] We’ll all be gone in the end anyway.
[03:28.08] Yeah you will too,
[03:29.33] Even I will,
[03:29.86] One day all of us will
[03:31.09] decay like fallen leaves.
[03:32.09] Yet even still, all of us
[03:33.34] continue to live in fear.
[03:34.59] Here we are protecting our
[03:35.57] lives, we’ll still live in fear.
[03:36.83] Murdering,
[03:37.32] Struggling,
[03:38.08] Chuckling,
[03:38.56] I’m maintaining.
[03:39.31] Living
[03:39.82] Living
[03:40.63] Living
[03:41.08] Living
[03:41.85] Living on.
