Anxiety
[00:55.88] Every single day it breaks me to pieces
[00:58.32] I've tasted defeat of defeat of my demons
[01:01.33] I'm such a fucking waste of achievement
[01:04.33] I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
[01:07.06] 'Cause Lord I know I ain't been no saint
[01:09.82] But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
[01:12.58] Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
[01:15.08] When all I ever did was put everybody first
[01:18.14] (And how does that make you feel?)
[01:19.45] These days I just don't feel shit
[01:21.42] I don't feel a thing at all
[01:22.90] I don't feel like I exist
[01:24.14] That's why I need my fix
[01:25.38] So I can just feel something
[01:26.94] How do you describe the word empty
[01:28.38] Try to describe the word nothing
[01:30.15] Wait, fuck that
[01:31.39] Use my name as a definition
[01:32.64] Write it on my forehead
[01:34.16] Defective out of commission
[01:35.37] I'm sick of it, losing my self
[01:37.13] I'm sick of it
[01:37.87] Take my fingerprints
[01:38.90] You'll see that I did all of the percentages
[01:40.65] I've given it my all
[01:46.13] I've given it my all and so much more
[01:48.65] But everybody still walking out that door
[01:51.66] I've given it my all
[01:57.15] It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck
[01:59.90] I've given it my all but it's not enough, it's not enough
[02:03.68] The sleeping pills don't work
[02:04.41] The healing pills don't work
[02:05.91] I still feel pain with pain pills
[02:07.16] And now those same pills don't work
[02:08.92] If I don't get a couple perks
[02:10.14] I'm about to go berzerk
[02:11.63] I swear to god nobody can fix this shit
[02:13.13] Not even the church
[02:14.40] Now tell me what good would a pastor do
[02:16.16] Except be mad at you
[02:17.42] And tell you that you sinned a bunch of times
[02:19.15] But I've forgiven you
[02:20.39] You know they won't admit it
[02:21.65] And god himself is forbidden
[02:22.87] But it's probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed
[02:25.94] (And how does that make you feel?)
[02:26.64] Ask me one more time how the fuck I feel
[02:28.42] I'm gonna fucking lose my mind
[02:29.68] Step aside I need the pills
[02:30.91] Step aside I need the Xanays
[02:32.37] Step aside I need the Vicodin
[02:34.13] And I'll be on my way
[02:35.14] So I can just get back to my life again
[02:36.88] You do not give a shit
[02:38.16] Stop pretending, stop lying
[02:39.62] 'Cause to you I'm just a check, bitch
[02:41.20] Just a dollar sign
[02:42.36] Another vaycay with the kids
[02:43.91] Oh hubby couldn't be prouder
[02:45.39] All you had to do was ask me how I feel for an hour
[02:48.40] See that's the problem with pretentious technicalities
[02:50.89] You preach insanity
[02:52.14] And then expect my weekly salary
[02:53.88] So tell me whose the crazy person now bitch
[02:56.65] And yet you think your qualified to treat me
[02:58.71] I've given it my all
[03:04.23] I've given it my all and so much more
[03:06.93] But everybody still walking out that door
[03:09.69] I've given it my all
[03:15.19] It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck
[03:18.20] I've given it my all but it's not enough, it's not enough
[03:32.96] Man I came up a young way
[03:35.96] Just a young jersey nigga
[03:38.70] Pullin' in my timber
[03:41.18] Afraid I might pull this trigger
[03:43.68] It's fucking anxiety
[03:46.74] Fucking anxiety
[03:49.44] My demons are calling and sayin' they want whatever's inside of me
[03:55.70] I'ma give it to 'em
[03:58.21] I'ma give them all of it
[04:00.69] Used to be a small operetta
[04:03.47] Now it's the opposite
[04:05.98] Anxiety
[04:09.20] All big-time anxiety
[04:17.46] I feel it's runnin' through my veins
[04:18.96] I'm afraid I might get the blade
[04:20.23] And make a slit and let the blood spill out
[04:22.48] Anxiety
[04:25.96] All big-time anxiety
[04:28.93] Anxiety
