Bother

[00:11.16] Wish I was too dead to cry

[00:16.42] My self-affliction fades

[00:22.19] Stones to throw at my creator

[00:27.42] Masochists to which I cater

[00:32.93] You don't need to bother;

[00:38.15] I don't need to be

[00:43.68] I'll keep slipping farther

[00:48.67] But once I hold on

[00:51.15] I won't let go 'til it bleeds

[01:04.91] Wish I was too dead to care

[01:09.91] If indeed I cared at all

[01:15.44] Never had a voice to protest

[01:20.66] So you fed me shit to digest

[01:26.44] I wish I had a reason;

[01:29.16] My flaws are open season

[01:31.71] For this, I gave up trying

[01:34.15] One good turn deserves my dying

[01:36.91] You don't need to bother;

[01:41.93] I don't need to be

[01:47.18] I'll keep slipping farther

[01:52.71] But once I hold on

[01:55.17] I won't let go 'til it bleeds

[02:30.16] Wish I'd died instead of lived

[02:35.18] A zombie hides my face

[02:40.90] Shell forgotten

[02:43.21] With its memories

[02:46.16] Diaries left

[02:48.47] With cryptic entries

[02:51.42] You don't need to bother;

[02:56.68] I don't need to be

[03:01.97] I'll keep slipping farther

[03:06.91] But once I hold on

[03:09.68] I won't let go 'til it bleeds

[03:12.67] You don't need to bother;

[03:17.92] I don't need to be

[03:23.42] I'll keep slipping farther

[03:28.42] But once I hold on:

[03:33.68] I'll never live down my deceit