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[00:00.40] I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

[00:05.16] Against the pain and take it away, because there must be more than this

[00:27.40] Those countless times I gave up all hope

[00:30.65] Because I couldn’t change what’s behind me

[00:34.15] I hid inside my shell from the world

[00:37.40] Out of sight, tucked away so that no one could see

[00:41.90] Once again I feel all of the pain rise inside

[00:44.90] Rushing back to me like an unstoppable tide

[00:48.90] I don’t need the warmth, and no, I don’t need the pain

[00:51.65] I’m fine without this thing called “love”

[00:56.15] I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

[01:01.15] Against the pain and take it away

[01:04.15] So I can overcome the dark, just like a shooting star in the sky

[01:10.65] Into the deep, I sink, nearing the brink

[01:15.15] My heart and soul succumb to the fall

[01:18.40] I try to scream but there’s no sound

[01:22.15] So I accept I won’t be found

[01:25.15] But then I hear your voice calling

[01:28.16] I’m no longer falling but rising up as you pull me to the light

[01:47.90] The world I knew, once quiet and grey

[01:50.66] Began to change when you looked my way

[01:54.40] I thought sure my heart wouldn’t heal

[01:57.64] But I guess, you have made the impossible real

[02:01.81] Look me in the eyes and make my heart skip a beat

[02:05.05] Fill my world with color and set my spirit free

[02:08.81] I was never falling – I was swept off my feet

[02:11.56] The very moment you reached me

[02:16.81] I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

[02:20.81] And find the strength to heal what’s inside

[02:24.31] So I can overcome the dark, just like a shooting star in the sky

[02:30.81] Into the deep, I sink, nearing the brink

[02:35.31] But now I know you’re there if I fall

[02:38.56] I’ll show the darkness I can fight

[02:42.31] And when I’m lost, you’ll be the light

[02:45.31] So now there’s no hesitating

[02:47.56] I’m tired of waiting to turn the page and to find out what’s to come

[03:07.81] I always treasure our time together, these golden memories

[03:14.55] When I was falling and you were calling, I heard a knock on the door

[03:21.55] Through all the pain I’ve overcome, I’ll take a step out of my shell

[03:28.06] I’ve waited all this time to turn the page

[03:32.06] And now I’ll finally blink away what held me back in the past, I swear!

[03:58.06] I wish to numb my heart, to numb my heart

[04:02.31] Against the pain and take it away

[04:05.56] So I can overcome the dark, just like a shooting star in the sky

[04:11.80] This oath will never die, my tears have dried

[04:16.81] I’ll never let my life slip on by because I know there’s more than this

[04:23.31] And if I only have one wish

[04:26.56] I pray the chapter that follows will lead to tomorrow

[04:30.81] So I will see what the future holds for me