Change
[00:16.73] Yeah, look
[00:18.18] I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
[00:21.19] Yeah, I been on it for a while, dunno how to put it down
[00:23.18] Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
[00:25.45] I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
[00:27.44] Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
[00:29.69] I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
[00:31.67] I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
[00:33.48] But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
[00:35.45] Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
[00:36.99] World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
[00:38.96] You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
[00:42.20] I swear I'm tryna get it together
[00:43.18] Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
[00:45.45] I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever
[00:47.18] Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up
[00:49.43] Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
[00:51.43] And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets
[00:53.43] 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
[00:55.68] Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
[00:57.68] Holdin' my chest to be honest, so I'm tired of it
[00:59.96] Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
[01:01.70] I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
[01:03.69] But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
[01:05.98] Runnin' from change
[01:09.66] I'm lookin' for change
[01:13.68] I'm searchin' for change
[01:17.91] I'm lookin' for change
[01:21.44] I just want, I just want change
[01:23.66] Yeah, I don't like new things
[01:25.67] Got a lot of mood swings
[01:27.70] Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
[01:29.69] I don't wanna hear what you think
[01:31.68] Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
[01:33.18] Every night feel like two weeks
[01:35.42] Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
[01:37.92] Can't help it, that's just me, lies
[01:39.70] That's me avoidin' the change
[01:40.95] Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
[01:42.92] Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
[01:44.67] Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
[01:46.92] Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
[01:49.17] That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
[01:50.91] Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
[01:52.96] Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
[01:55.41] I need change
[01:56.42] Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
[01:57.45] But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
[01:59.46] And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
[02:01.42] But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
[02:03.69] Change, it somethin' that I know I should do
[02:05.67] I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth
[02:07.46] But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
[02:09.41] See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
[02:11.68] Lookin' for change
[02:15.42] I'm lookin' for change
[02:19.42] I'm searchin' for change
[02:23.69] I'm lookin' for change
[02:27.43] I just want, I just want
[02:28.91] I need a moment of silence
[02:30.70] I don't like change, but I'll try it
[02:32.40] I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
[02:34.92] Why are they always defiant?
[02:36.65] See, all my emotions are liars
[02:38.91] All my emotions are violent
[02:40.93] They don't want freedom to find me
[02:42.44] Mention a name and everybody riots (change)
[02:45.14] Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
[02:46.67] They keep on workin', but I know
[02:48.20] Breathin' don't mean you're alive so
[02:49.66] I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
[02:52.19] Positive thoughts are my rivals (change)
[02:53.94] I'm tryna be be on their side though
[02:55.41] Should I feel comfortable? I don't
[02:56.97] Last year, I felt suicidal
[02:58.41] This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
[03:01.18] I'm lookin' for change
[03:02.95] I'm lookin' for (yeah)
[03:04.41] I'm searchin' for change
[03:06.41] I'm lookin' for
[03:08.42] I just want, I just want change
[03:10.15] I'm lookin' for (yeah)
[03:12.69] I'm searchin' for change
[03:14.92] I'm lookin' for, yeah (ay, ay)
[03:16.71] I just want, I just want change
[03:17.91] Yeah, I'm lookin' for
[03:20.68] I'm searchin' for change
[03:22.90] I'm lookin' for (yeah)
[03:24.70] I just want, I just want change
[03:27.16] I'm lookin' for (ay)
[03:28.91] I'm searchin' for change
[03:31.40] I'm lookin' for, yeah
[03:32.91] I just want, I just want change
