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[00:36.37] Hey nate how′s life

[00:38.47] I don′t know It is alright

[00:40.44] I have been dealin with some things like every human being

[00:42.43] And really didn′t sleep much last night

[00:44.31] I am sorry

[00:45.44] That′s fine

[00:46.54] I just think I need a le me time

[00:48.41] I just think I need a le free time

[00:50.41] le break from the shows and the bus rides

[00:52.47] Last year I had a breakdown

[00:54.47] Thoughts tellin me I am lost gettin too loud

[00:56.41] Had to see a the****** then I found out

[00:58.33] Somethin funny′s going on up in my house

[01:00.40] Yeah started thinkin maybe I should move out

[01:02.37] You know pack my cart take a new route

[01:04.37] Clean up my yard get the noose out

[01:06.37] Hang up my heart let it air out

[01:08.55] I have been searchin

[01:09.81] What does that mean nate I have been learnin

[01:11.57] Grabbin my keepsakes

[01:12.61] Leavin my burdens

[01:13.92] Well I brought a few with me I am not perfect

[01:15.58] Lookin at the view like this concerns me

[01:17.51] Pickin up the cues right I am quite nervous

[01:19.50] Hate it when I lose sight life gets blurry

[01:21.44] And things might hurt me

[01:22.74] It is prolly gona be a long journey but hey

[01:24.81] It is worth it though

[01:26.27] Cold world out there kids grab your coats

[01:27.77] Been a minute I know now I am back to roam

[01:29.67] Looking for the antidote

[01:30.89] To crack the code

[01:32.35] Pretty ***** I admit it I am in classic mode

[01:33.71] Don′t need pity givin to me but I can′t ******e

[01:35.68] Talkin down to me I am have to crack your nose

[01:37.64] For crackin jokes

[01:38.68] I am lookin for the map to hope

[01:39.64] You seen it

[01:40.77] Been makin a whole lot of changes

[01:42.25] Wrote a song about that you should play it

[01:44.34] I get scared when I walk on these stages

[01:45.81] I look at the crowd and see so many faces

[01:47.81] Yeah

[01:48.90] That′s when I start to get anxious

[01:50.45] That′s when my thoughts can be dangerous

[01:52.50] That′s when I put on my makeup

[01:53.98] And drown in self hatred forget what I am sayin an

[01:56.88] Where the beat go

[01:58.40] Ohh

[01:58.98] Ain′t that somethin

[02:00.38] Drums came in you ain′t see that comin

[02:01.88] Hands on my head can′t tell me nothin

[02:03.80] Gotta taste of the fame had to pump my stomach

[02:05.85] Throw it back up like I don′t want it

[02:07.81] Wipe my face clean off my vomit

[02:09.85] Ocd tryna push my *******

[02:11.74] I said don′t touch it

[02:12.78] Now y′all done it

[02:13.88] I can be critical

[02:14.81] Never typical

[02:15.82] Intricate with every syllable

[02:16.71] I am a criminal

[02:17.73] Intimate but never political

[02:18.71] Pretty visual

[02:20.54] Even if you hate it I make you feel like You are in it though

[02:22.21] You call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable

[02:23.85] Leave you deep in thought I could never swim in the kiddy pool

[02:25.57] Way that I be thinkin is cinematic it is beautiful

[02:27.51] Man I don′t know if I am makin movies or music videos

[02:30.82] The sales can rise

[02:32.41] Doesn′t mean much though when your health declines

[02:33.85] See we′ve all got somethin that we′ve trapped inside

[02:35.64] That we try to suffocate you know hoping it dies

[02:37.81] Try to hold it under water but it always survives

[02:39.68] Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise

[02:41.70] Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies

[02:43.68] You don′t relate to that must not be as crazy I am

[02:45.77] The point I am makin is the mind is a powerful place

[02:47.68] And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way

[02:49.57] It is pretty cool right Yeah but It is not always safe

[02:51.67] Just hang with me this will only take a moment ok

[02:53.68] Just think about it for a second if you look at your face

[02:55.64] Every day when you get up and think you′ll never be great

[02:57.62] You′ll never be great

[02:58.74] Not because You are not but the hate

[03:00.44] Will always find a way to cut you up and ****** your faith

[03:02.58] I been developin

[03:03.51] Take a look at the benefit is

[03:04.38] Nothin to meddle with

[03:05.32] I could never be delicate

[03:05.92] Am I even relevant

[03:06.95] That depends how you measure it

[03:07.74] Take a measurement

[03:08.98] Then bag it up and give me the evidence

[03:09.85] Pretty evident

[03:10.50] Dependable

[03:11.37] Can never be tentative

[03:11.94] I am a gentleman

[03:13.30] Depending on if I think your genuine

[03:13.84] Pretty elegant

[03:15.34] But not afraid to tell you to get a grip

[03:15.91] Proper etiquette

[03:17.27] I keep it to myself when I *****rate

[03:18.64] It is that time again

[03:20.22] Better grab your balloons and invite your friends

[03:21.70] Seat****s back on yeah ***** them in

[03:23.70] Look at me everybody I am smilin big

[03:25.67] On a road right now that I can′t predict

[03:27.61] Tell me tone that down but I can′t resist

[03:29.71] Y′all know that sound better raise your fist

[03:31.71] The search begins

[03:32.64] I am back so enjoy the trip