Nine

[00:01.17] Who am I

[00:03.41] To say what any of this means?

[00:11.65] I have been sleepwalking

[00:17.39] Since I was fourteen

[00:23.43] Now as I write my song

[00:29.41] I retrace my steps

[00:35.41] Honestly, it's easier

[00:39.90] To let myself forget

[00:46.18] Still, I check my vital signs

[00:52.15] Choked up, I realize

[00:57.65] I've been less than half myself

[01:03.40] For more than half my life

[01:11.65] Wake up

[01:17.16] Fall in love again

[01:24.91] Wage war on gravity

[01:30.90] There's so much worth fighting for

[01:35.65] You'll see

[01:39.40] Another domino falls

[01:45.43] Either way

[02:05.45] It looks like empathy

[02:10.16] To understand all sides

[02:14.67] But I'm just trying to find myself

[02:20.44] Through someone else's eyes

[02:27.19] So show me what to do

[02:31.91] To restart this heart of mine

[02:36.41] How do I forgive myself

[02:42.49] For losing so much time?

[02:51.27] Wake up

[02:56.75] Roll up your sleeves

[03:03.50] There's a chain reaction in your heart

[03:10.25] Muscle memory, remembering who you are

[03:18.25] Stand up

[03:24.00] And fall in love again and again and again

[03:31.00] Wage war on gravity

[03:36.99] There's so much worth fighting for

[03:41.28] You'll see

[03:45.25] Another domino falls

[03:50.74] And another domino falls

[03:58.86] A little at a time

[04:03.48] I feel more alive

[04:08.49] I let the scale tip and feel all of it

[04:13.73] It's uncomfortable but right

[04:19.98] We were born to try

[04:24.98] To see each other through

[04:29.48] To know and love ourselves and others well

[04:36.00] Is the most difficult and meaningful

[04:44.73] Work we'll ever do