Like this

[00:24.38] Yeah, holding back

[00:26.60] Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (yeah)

[00:30.87] Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address

[00:33.34] I feel more together when I am a mess (whoa)

[00:36.09] That's for moments that just came and went

[00:38.38] Made amends with you, then you overstepped

[00:40.34] That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect

[00:43.09] Stop with all the threats

[00:44.34] Like the more I get know you, I just know you less (yeah)

[00:47.09] 'Nother city I don't know well

[00:48.59] Feeling too much like my old self

[00:50.60] Backsliding, backsliding

[00:52.58] Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill

[00:55.86] Too much time alone is when it gets real (ah)

[00:58.39] Future doesn't pop up, then the past will

[01:00.63] Outside, that's the rear view

[01:02.10] Now I'm going downhill (yeah)

[01:04.07] Don't know who I'm close with

[01:05.59] Going through the motions

[01:06.85] Don't know who to trust when I (yeah)

[01:10.33] I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it

[01:16.09] Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?

[01:21.84] All these things I hold inside I just can't forget

[01:26.59] Thought that I could let this go

[01:29.84] But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah

[01:33.59] Like this (like this)

[01:35.59] I ain't know that it would be like this

[01:38.82] Yeah, like this

[01:41.08] I ain't know that it would be like this

[01:43.59] Yeah, baby I'm impossible to be with

[01:46.32] I know that you got a thousand reasons

[01:48.85] You prolly wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah

[01:51.84] I don't hear a thing when you yell

[01:55.38] Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah

[01:57.58] Got me standing here with no choice

[02:00.58] I see they tryna gas, they got me all wrong

[02:02.83] Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm

[02:05.85] But I can't deal

[02:07.08] Feeling too much like my old self

[02:09.33] Backsliding, backsliding

[02:11.58] I just let the phone ring

[02:12.84] We ain't even close, please

[02:14.33] Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (ay, yeah)

[02:17.33] Lot of issues that you don't see

[02:19.34] Texts that I just won't read

[02:20.59] Play it off, it cuts deep though

[02:22.32] When I don't know who I'm close with

[02:24.31] Going through the motions

[02:25.59] Don't know who to trust when I (yeah)

[02:28.82] I lie to myself and I can't handle it

[02:34.84] Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (yeah)

[02:40.57] All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (nah)

[02:45.09] Thought that I could let this go (yeah)

[02:48.60] But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (woo, yeah)

[02:52.58] Like this (ay)

[02:54.58] I ain't know that it would be like this

[02:56.32] (I ain't know that it would be like this, woo)

[02:57.81] Yeah, like this (like this)

[02:59.82] I ain't know that it would be like this (like this), yeah (yeah)

[03:03.57] Like this (like this)

[03:05.56] I ain't know that it would be like this

[03:07.33] Yeah, like this (like this)

[03:11.08] I ain't know that it would be like this