Happy

[00:14.21] Since I was 17

[00:17.53] I've always hated my body

[00:19.98] And it feels like my body's hated me

[00:23.99] Can somebody find me a pill

[00:26.98] To make me un-afraid of me?

[00:29.26] Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical bitch

[00:32.48] Don't like to talk about my feelings

[00:36.03] I take another hit, I find another fake fix

[00:39.71] 'Cause it's easier than healing

[00:43.27] I don't wanna be this way forever

[00:46.24] Keep telling myself that I'll get better

[00:49.20] Every time I try, I always stop me

[00:53.07] Maybe I'm just scared to be happy

[01:03.24] Since I was 22

[01:06.48] I've been with somebody who loves me

[01:09.79] And I've been tryna believe it's true

[01:13.21] But my head always messes up my heart

[01:17.06] No matter what I do

[01:18.99] Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical bitch

[01:20.50] Don't like to talk about my feelings

[01:25.71] I take another sip, I swear it's my last fix

[01:30.53] 'Cause it's easier than healing

[01:32.49] 'Cause I don't wanna be this way forever

[01:35.57] Keep telling myself that I'll get better

[01:38.94] Every time I try, I always stop me

[01:42.52] Maybe I'm just scared to be happy

[01:46.50] I don't wanna be this way forever

[01:50.00] Keep telling myself that I'll get better

[01:53.26] Every time I try, I always stop me

[01:55.45] Maybe I'm just scared to be happy

[02:00.70] Maybe I'm just scared to be happy

[02:11.92] Maybe I'm just scared to be happy

[02:14.78] I'm so scared of having something to lose

[02:19.66] I'm scared of being somebody new

[02:23.34] I'm so scared of all them seeing the truth

[02:26.27] 'Cause right now I've got nothing

[02:29.34] But I don't wanna be this way forever

[02:33.99] Keep telling myself that I'll get better

[02:37.50] Every time I try, I always stop me

[02:40.80] Maybe I'm just scared to be happy

[02:47.52] Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)

[02:55.78] Maybe I'm, I'm scared to be happy