Control

[00:08.90] Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous

[00:16.64] Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it

[00:24.14] Even when I know it’s been forever I can still feel the spin

[00:33.65] Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again

[00:41.89] Don’t know if you get it cause I can’t express how thankful I am

[00:50.39] That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand

[00:58.14] I don’t wanna lose control

[01:06.14] Nothing I can do anymore

[01:14.64] Trying every day when I hold my breath

[01:18.89] Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

[01:23.14] I don’t wanna lose control

[01:32.64] Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I know it’s not

[01:40.89] Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught

[01:49.39] Cause even though I’m older now and I know how to shake off the past

[01:57.65] I wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have you holding my hand

[02:05.39] I don’t wanna lose control

[02:13.65] Nothing I can do anymore

[02:21.89] Trying every day when I hold my breath

[02:26.15] Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

[02:30.64] I don’t wanna lose control

[02:39.89] I need you to know I would never be this strong without you

[02:45.14] You’ve seen how I’ve grown you took all my doubt

[02:53.40] Cause you were home

[02:55.89] I don’t wanna lose control

[03:04.15] There’s nothing I can do anymore

[03:12.89] I don’t wanna lose control

[03:21.15] Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore

[03:29.40] Trying every day when I hold my breath

[03:33.65] Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

[03:37.89] I don’t wanna lose control