Illicit affairs

[00:18.01] Make sure nobody sees you leave

[00:21.75] Hood over your head, keep your eyes down

[00:26.02] Tell your friends you're out for a run

[00:30.00] You’ll be flushed when you return

[00:34.00] Take the road less traveled by

[00:37.99] Tell yourself you can always stop

[00:41.75] What started in beautiful rooms

[00:46.27] Ends with meetings in parking lots

[00:48.75] And that's the thing about illicit affairs

[00:52.00] And clandestine meetings and longing stares

[00:56.00] It's born from just one single glance

[00:59.76] But it dies and it dies and it dies

[01:02.50] A million little times

[01:13.74] Leave the perfume on the shelf

[01:17.76] That you picked out just for him

[01:21.75] So you leave no trace behind

[01:25.50] Like you don’t even exist

[01:29.74] Take the words for what they are

[01:34.76] A dwindling, mercurial high

[01:38.26] A drug that only worked

[01:42.25] The first few hundred times

[01:46.77] And that's the thing about illicit affairs

[01:49.01] And clandestine meetings and stolen stares

[01:54.01] They show their truth one single time

[01:56.01] But they lie and they lie and they lie

[01:59.01] A million little times

[02:07.04] And you wanna scream

[02:08.49] Don't call me "kid," don't call me "baby"

[02:12.26] Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me

[02:16.01] You showed me colors you know I can't see with anyone else

[02:22.02] Don't call me "kid," don't call me "baby"

[02:28.02] Look at this idiotic fool that you made me

[02:32.03] You taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else

[02:39.02] And you know damn well

[02:42.25] For you, I would ruin myself

[02:47.26] A million little times