09. this is me trying [Hiphopde.com]

[00:28.88] I've been having a hard time adjusting

[00:31.87] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting

[00:35.37] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

[00:38.88] I have a lot of regrets about that

[00:42.62] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

[00:46.14] Could've followed my fears all the way down

[00:49.61] And maybe I don't quite know what to say

[00:52.60] But I'm here in your doorway

[00:54.64] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[01:01.62] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[01:25.11] They told me all of my cages were mental

[01:28.11] So I got wasted like all my potential

[01:32.12] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

[01:35.36] I have a lot of regrets about that

[01:39.13] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

[01:42.61] Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here

[01:46.12] Pouring out my heart to a stranger

[01:48.62] But I didn't pour the whiskey

[01:51.12] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[01:58.12] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[02:05.64] At least I'm trying

[02:21.11] And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound

[02:25.10] It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you

[02:28.87] You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town

[02:33.35] And I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[02:39.37] (And maybe I don't quite know what to say)

[02:40.60] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[02:47.86] At least I'm trying