this is me trying

[00:14.57] I've been having a hard time adjusting

[00:31.83] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting

[00:35.32] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

[00:39.83] I have a lot of regrets about that

[00:42.82] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

[00:46.07] Could've followed my fears all the way down

[00:49.58] And maybe I don't quite know what to say

[00:52.82] But I'm here in your doorway

[00:54.83] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[01:01.57] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[01:11.07] They told me all of my cages were mental

[01:28.82] So I got wasted like all my potential

[01:31.83] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

[01:35.32] I have a lot of regrets about that

[01:39.33] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

[01:42.32] Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here

[01:47.07] Pouring out my heart to a stranger

[01:49.58] But I didn't pour the whiskey

[01:51.33] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[01:58.08] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[02:06.58] At least I'm trying

[02:21.32] And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound

[02:26.33] It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you

[02:29.07] You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town

[02:33.57] And I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[02:40.07] (And maybe I don't quite know what to say)

[02:41.57] I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[02:48.83] At least I'm trying