this is me trying

[00:28.84] I've been having a hard time adjusting

[00:32.10] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting

[00:35.60] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

[00:39.10] I have a lot of regrets about that

[00:42.84] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

[00:46.35] Could've followed my fears all the way down

[00:49.85] And maybe I don't quite know what to say

[00:52.60] But I'm here in your doorway

[00:54.84] I just wanted you to know

[00:58.10] That this is me trying

[01:01.74] I just wanted you to know

[01:04.99] That this is me trying

[01:25.24] They told me all of my cages were mental

[01:28.49] So I got wasted like all my potential

[01:32.24] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

[01:35.74] I have a lot of regrets about that

[01:39.16] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

[01:42.92] Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here

[01:46.42] Pourin' out my heart to a stranger

[01:48.92] But I didn't pour the whiskey

[01:51.17] I just wanted you to know

[01:54.42] That this is me trying

[01:58.17] I just wanted you to know

[02:01.42] That this is me trying

[02:05.42] At least I'm trying

[02:20.92] And it's hard to be at a party

[02:23.67] When I feel like an open wound

[02:25.42] It's hard to be anywhere these days

[02:27.42] When all I want is you

[02:28.92] You're a flashback in a film reel

[02:30.67] On the one screen in my town

[02:33.42] And I just wanted you to know

[02:36.92] That this is me trying (Maybe I don't quite know what to say)

[02:40.92] I just wanted you to know

[02:43.92] That this is me trying

[02:48.42] At least I'm trying