Die alone
[00:11.69] I roll over and go to reach for you, you're gone
[00:12.46] This bed's empty without you
[00:14.44] You said you're moving on
[00:15.44] But I'm having some trouble getting there
[00:16.44] But dwelling ain't getting me, uhh, anywhere
[00:17.20] Fuckin' Valentine's Day
[00:18.44] Fuck February, stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhere
[00:19.20] Machete on the floor, I smashed up every mirror
[00:20.94] Yeah, how do I look?
[00:21.44] You fuckin' just left me here to die didn't you?
[00:22.20] Why didn't you respond yet?
[00:23.19] I've written you five or six different times and
[00:27.18] I'm gettin' sick and tired of always apologizing to you
[00:27.44] I didn't do shit to deserve what you're puttin' me through
[00:28.44] This couldn't be true, we can't be over
[00:29.22] So violets are blue, roses are red
[00:29.95] Why is it everything I do I'm reminded of you?
[00:30.69] Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[00:30.96] I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointed toward the light
[00:33.44] Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[00:36.68] Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
[00:39.69] Guess I gotta deal with the fact that, you ain't never comin' back
[00:40.20] Now every woman that I look at I'm lookin' for you
[00:40.71] So I'm findin' something the matter with them
[00:41.18] Excuse to not see anyone
[00:41.43] Useless, rather pick up the phone, not at all, followin' protocol
[00:41.95] I get bold like bowling balls
[00:43.19] Grow balls and go to call to talk, forget what I want to say
[00:43.47] Damnit I'm drawin' blanks like I'm playin' hangman
[00:43.72] I'm sick of playin' these games, I can't handle this heartbreak
[00:48.20] It's makin' me wanna blow out my brains
[00:48.20] Like birthday cake candles
[00:48.45] Hang up the phone and I shake, I think I may have made a mistake
[00:48.69] Can't escape the madness
[00:48.69] Turn the radio on, I hate this sad song
[00:48.97] But I can't even change the station
[00:49.21] The same one's playin' on eight channels
[00:49.45] I lay awake in shambles, I'm startin to hallucinate
[00:49.45] I'm havin' all these visions of us at each other's wakes
[00:49.71] In caskets and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I
[00:49.94] Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[00:50.20] I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointed toward the light
[00:52.20] Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[00:52.45] Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
[00:52.69] Give me one more, bottle for the pain
[00:52.94] Give me one more for the memories
[00:55.44] Give me one more, I'll make it taste like a steak
[00:56.46] It'll help alleviate
[00:56.70] It'll soothe this ache
[00:56.70] Of trying to fake
[00:57.19] That she's really, she's really coming back
[00:59.47] And it's been a while now, but I finally realize how
[01:00.94] Much reality sucks, but it's just something about our love
[01:02.45] I'm still in denial now, dealing with the finality of it
[01:03.44] And it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spent
[01:04.69] And how I'll never hold you again
[01:05.68] And there ain't shit I can do about it
[01:06.47] Now my head is overcrowded
[01:07.21] With these clouded memories and I can't seem to get you out it
[01:07.69] And how the fuck do you sleep comfortably
[01:07.95] Knowing what you done did to me, huh?
[01:08.19] Did it even occur to you that I loved you?
[01:08.19] Completely, deep, and madly head over heels for you
[01:09.43] Was you and me, once used to be together forever
[01:09.43] It was supposed to be us, but you crushed the dream
[01:09.69] We was supposed to die together, and it's killing me so much
[01:10.94] When I sleep I wake up dead, must be why I
[01:10.94] Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[01:11.25] I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointed toward the light
[01:11.69] Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[01:11.94] Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
