Thoughts

[00:01.36] *Verse 1*

[00:11.32] Thoughts

[00:13.65] Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts

[00:18.98] No medication's ever made them stop

[00:24.08] All I think about is everything I'm not

[00:29.09] Instead of everything I got

[00:32.04] *Chorus*

[00:32.04] 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first

[00:37.30] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt

[00:42.57] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be

[00:50.73] How to be a good friend to me

[00:56.23] *Verse 2*

[00:56.23] 'Cause sometimes, I just feel like I'm a freak

[01:01.23] When I wake up, I just don't like what I see

[01:06.49] All the way from my head right down to my feet

[01:11.72] I wish that I thought differently

[01:14.74] *Chorus*

[01:14.74] But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first

[01:19.98] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt

[01:25.22] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be

[01:33.22] How to be a good friend to me

[01:38.24] *Post-Chorus*

[01:38.24] Ooh, ooh

[01:48.99] Ooh, ooh

[01:57.80] *Bridge*

[01:57.80] Change

[02:00.61] Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm

[02:08.13] *Chorus*

[02:08.13] 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first

[02:13.39] If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt

[02:18.64] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be

[02:26.64] How to be a good friend

[02:29.39] To the voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay

[02:34.66] Entertain it for a second, then I push it away

[02:40.14] Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be

[02:47.88] How to be a good friend to me

[02:51.40] *Outro*

[02:51.40] Thoughts

[02:53.75] Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts