Watashi no R
[00:00.80] When I was just about to take off my shoes on the rooftop,
[00:02.95] I found someone already there before me a girl with braided hair.
[00:05.23] Despite myself,
[00:07.45] I called out to her:
[00:09.70] “Hey, don’t do it.”
[00:21.24] The words just kind of slipped from my mouth.
[00:23.38] It didn’t really matter to me either way.
[00:25.63] It just didn’t sit right with me
[00:27.87] that someone got there ahead of me.
[00:30.12] The girl with braided hair told me her story—
[00:32.37] the kind of story one probably has heard before.
[00:34.60] “I thought we were meant for each other.
[00:36.88] I just really wanted him to like me back.”
[00:39.13] Are you kidding me?!
[00:41.13] The nerve you have to get here
[00:43.62] before me for such a lame reason!
[00:48.34] You’re upset because you can’t have what you want?
[00:52.87] You’re lucky enough that you’ve never had anything stolen from you!
[00:57.60] “I feel better now that I’ve talked about it,”
[00:59.83] the girl with braided hair said, and disappeared.
[01:06.58] “All right, I’m gonna do it today,” I thought,
[01:08.84] but just when I was about to take off my shoes,
[01:11.34] I found a short girl there,
[01:13.61] and I ended up calling out to her again.
[01:15.58] The short girl told me,
[01:18.11] about how lonely she feels in her class.
[01:20.35] “Everyone ignores me. Everything’s stolen from me.
[01:22.59] I don’t belong anywhere,” she said.
[01:24.85] Are you kidding me?!
[01:26.46] The nerve you have to get here
[01:29.37] before me for such a tame reason!
[01:34.01] Despite all that,
[01:36.09] you’re still loved at home,
[01:38.27] and there’s always dinner waiting for you, right?
[01:42.98] “I’m hungry,”
[01:45.28] the short girl cried, and disappeared.
[01:48.50] Just like that, I spoke to a few of them
[01:51.99] and talked them out of it,
[01:56.74] while I myself can’t share my pains with anyone.
[02:15.23] For the first time, I’ve found
[02:17.40] a girl who has the same kind of problems as me.
[02:19.62] I met this girl wearing a yellow cardigan
[02:21.88] after I’ve seen a few of them.
[02:24.13] “I came here, hoping to erase
[02:26.61] the bruises that keep increasing
[02:31.06] every time I come home,” she said.
[02:33.26] The words just kind of slipped from my mouth.
[02:35.66] It didn’t really matter to me either way.
[02:37.93] But I ended up saying to her
[02:40.20] something even I myself didn’t quite believe in:
[02:42.41] “Hey, just don’t do it.”
[02:46.80] Aah, what should I do?
[02:48.82] I can’t stop this girl.
[02:51.55] I don’t have the right to stop her.
[02:56.05] But even so, just go away from here.
[03:00.60] It’s too painful for me to look at you.
[03:05.32] “I won’t do it today, then,”
[03:07.49] she said as she dropped her gaze, and disappeared.
[03:12.22] There’s no one here today.
[03:14.52] It’s just me, myself and I.
[03:16.99] No one can get in my way.
[03:18.99] No one would get in my way for me.
[03:21.47] Taking off my cardigan,
[03:23.73] unbraiding my hair,
[03:25.96] this short girl
[03:28.23] is going to jump now.
