[00:10.65] How could you leave so unexpected?
[00:16.15] We waited, we waited
[00:22.40] For you, but you just left us
[00:27.40] We needed you, I needed you
[00:33.65] Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
[00:36.40] But I do know what it's like to be a witness, it kills
[00:39.40] Mama told me she loved me, I'm thinkin' this isn't real
[00:42.16] I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell,
[00:44.90] yeah Welcome to the bottom of hell
[00:47.91] They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell
[00:50.91] You say you proud of me,
[00:52.16] but you don't know me that well
[00:53.65] Sit in my room, tears runnin' down my face and I yell
[00:56.41] Into my pillowcases, say you comin' to get us
[00:59.40] Then call a minute later just to tell us you're not,
[01:01.90] I'm humiliated
[01:02.65] I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
[01:05.66] Some lady in the corner watchin' us while she's takin' notes
[01:08.66] I don't get it, Mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?
[01:11.15] I guess pills are more important, all you have to say is "no"
[01:14.16] But you won't do it, will you?
[01:15.90] You gon' keep poppin' 'til them pills kill you
[01:17.91] I know you're gone, but I can still feel you
[01:24.40] Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
[01:30.15] How could you leave us here?
[01:34.40] How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh
[01:42.41] Hey
[01:45.41] I got this picture in my room and it kills me
[01:47.92] But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing
[01:50.66] Now a relationship is somethin' we won't ever have
[01:53.65] But why do I feel like I lost somethin' that I never had?
[01:56.65] You shoulda been there when I graduated
[01:58.66] Told me you loved me and congratulations
[02:00.65] Instead you left us at the window waitin'
[02:02.91] Where you at mom?
[02:04.15] We're too young to understand, where you at, huh?
[02:07.15] Yeah, I know them drugs have got you held captive
[02:09.90] I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured
[02:13.40] Some say it's fun to get the high, but I am not laughin'
[02:15.40] And what you don't realize and what you're not graspin'
[02:18.65] That I was nothin' but a kid who couldn't understand it
[02:21.40] I ain't gon' say that I forgive you 'cause it hasn't happened
[02:24.40] I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes
[02:27.16] If you really cared for me, then where you at then?
[02:32.66] Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
[02:38.67] How could you leave us here?
[02:42.91] How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh
[02:50.91] Hey
[02:53.91] Our last conversation, you and I sat in the livin' room
[02:56.41] Talkin' 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to
[02:59.40] You started cryin', tellin' me this isn't you
[03:01.90] A couple weeks later, guess you were singin' a different tune
[03:05.15] You took them pills for the last time, didn't you?
[03:07.81] They took you from us once, I guess they came back to finish you
[03:10.57] Cryin' my eyes out in the studio is difficult
[03:13.82] Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
[03:16.32] It took everything inside of me, not to scream at your funeral
[03:18.81] Sittin' in my chair, that person talkin' was pitiful
[03:21.56] I wish you were here, mama, but every time I picture you
[03:24.83] All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you
[03:27.57] They found you on the floor, I could tell you felt hollow
[03:30.82] Gave everything you had,
[03:32.06] plus your life to them pill bottles
[03:33.06] You gave everything you had,
[03:34.56] plus your life to them pill bottles
[03:35.82] Don't know if you hear me or not,
[03:37.56] but if you're still watchin', why?
[03:41.06] Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
[03:46.81] How could you leave us here?
[03:51.56] How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh
[03:58.56] Hey
[04:10.57] Sometimes I think about like...
[04:13.82] Sometimes I think about things like, you know
[04:17.32] When I'd have kids, I'm like...
[04:27.31] You won't be there, you know?
[04:28.82] You won't be there for any of that
[04:39.57] And I'll never get to see you again
[04:44.06] Sometimes I wish I would've just called you
[04:47.07] I wish I would have just picked up the phone
[04:50.06] Wish you were here
[04:52.31] I mean you should've been there for us
[04:54.81] You should have been here!
[04:57.06] Them pills got you, right?!
[05:02.83] Them pills got you, right?!
[05:08.82] I wish you were here
