Alec_Benjamin_-_Stan_

[00:00.60] My tea's gone cold

[00:02.10] I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[00:06.36] The morning rain clouds up my window

[00:09.87] And I can't see at all

[00:12.34] And even if I could it'd all be gray

[00:15.61] I put your picture on that wall

[00:17.87] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[00:23.33] Dear Slim, I wrote you, but you still ain't callin'

[00:25.83] I left my cell, my pager and my home phone at the bottom

[00:29.09] I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em

[00:32.08] There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'

[00:34.84] Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em

[00:37.84] But anyways, fuck it, what's been up, man? How's your daughter?

[00:40.86] My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father

[00:43.12] If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?

[00:44.85] I'ma name her Bonnie

[00:46.60] I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry

[00:49.34] I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him

[00:52.35] I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan

[00:55.58] I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam

[00:58.58] I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man

[01:01.60] I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat

[01:04.60] Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back

[01:07.35] Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan

[01:10.57] My tea's gone cold

[01:12.35] I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[01:16.37] The morning rain clouds up my window

[01:20.13] And I can't see at all

[01:22.34] And even if I could it'd all be gray

[01:25.57] I put your picture on that wall

[01:28.11] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[01:33.38] Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance

[01:37.08] I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans

[01:39.61] If you don't wanna to talk to me outside your concert

[01:42.60] You didn't have to

[01:43.83] But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew

[01:45.08] That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old

[01:47.33] We waited in the blisterin' cold

[01:49.09] For you, for four hours, and you just said no

[01:50.82] That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his fuckin' idol

[01:53.61] He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do

[01:56.60] I ain't that mad, though I just don't like being lied to

[02:00.10] Remember when we met in Denver?

[02:01.57] You said if I'd write you, you would write back

[02:03.60] See, I'm just like you in a way: I never knew my father neither

[02:06.32] He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

[02:09.10] I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs

[02:11.34] So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on

[02:14.13] 'Cause I don't really got shit else

[02:16.59] So that shit helps when I'm depressed

[02:17.85] I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

[02:19.09] Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

[02:23.10] It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

[02:25.80] See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it

[02:29.05] My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7

[02:31.32] But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does

[02:34.05] She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up

[02:37.56] You gotta call me, man

[02:38.79] I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose, sincerely yours, Stan

[02:41.82] P.S.: We should be together too

[02:43.53] My tea's gone cold

[02:45.78] I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

[02:49.81] The morning rain clouds up my window

[02:53.28] And I can't see at all

[02:55.78] And even if I could it'd all be gray

[02:59.31] I put your picture on that wall

[03:01.53] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[03:06.81] And that story isn't over, but I have to tell the truth

[03:09.56] I know I couldn't do a justice, only one who could is you

[03:12.80] Because I idolized you, Marshall, and nobody understands

[03:15.54] Maybe I'm a little crazy, maybe I'm just like Stan, damn