僕が死のうと思ったのは cover そらる

[00:24.10] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, [There was a time when I thought about dying,]

[00:29.34] Umineko ga sanbashi de naitakara [because the seagulls squawked at the end of the pier]

[00:34.83] Nami no manima ni ukande kieru, [Drifting aimlessly at sea ‘til they'd all flown away,]

[00:40.86] kako mo tuibande tonde ike [having pecked at my life like scraps of bread.]

[00:46.33] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, [There was a time when I thought of dying]

[00:52.62] tanjoubi ni anzu no hana ga saitakara [because the plum blossoms bloomed on my birthday.]

[00:58.08] Sono komorebi de utatane shitara, [If I lie down beneath the sunlight streaming through the trees,]

[01:04.10] mushi no shigai to tsuchi ni nareru ka na [will I become like the dirt and insect remains?]

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[01:16.61] Hakkaame gyokou no toudai, sabita āchi-kyou suteta jitensha [Mint candy at the harbor’s lighthouse. Abandoned bikes strewn by the rusty bridge.]

[01:17.58] Mokuzou no eki no sutoobu no mae de, dokoni mo tabidatenai kokoro [I warm myself up at this old wooden station, though I don't really feel like going anywhere.]

[01:21.07] Kyou wa marude kinou mitaida, asu o kaerunara kyou o kaenakya [But today feels exactly like yesterday, and if I don’t change something, tomorrow will be the same.]

[01:27.32] Wakatteru wakatteru keredo [I know it will. I know it will, and yet still…]

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[01:32.84] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, kokoro ga karappo ni nattakara [There was a time when I thought about dying, because I was nothing but an empty husk.]

[01:44.11] Mitasarenai to naite iru no wa, kitto mitasaretai to negaukara [And whenever someone cries because they’re not happy, I’m sure it’s because they really want to be.]

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[02:18.83] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, kutsuhimo ga hodoketa kara [There was a time when I thought about dying, because my shoelaces had come undone.]

[02:30.59] Musubi naosu no wa nigatena nda yo, hito to no tsunagari mo mata shikari [I was never very good at retying them. Kind of like how I am with the ties between people.]

[02:42.37] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, shounen ga boku o mitsumete itakara [There was a time when I thought about dying, because some kid/boy wouldn’t stop staring at me.]

[02:53.83] Beddo no ue de dogeza shi teru yo, ano hi no boku ni gomen'nasai to [I fell down to my knees on top of my bed, so that I could apologize to myself.]

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[03:06.09] Pasokon no usu akari, joukai no heya no seikatsu-on [My computer casts a dim light. The room upstairs sounds the same as ever.]

[03:11.35] Intāfon no chaimu no oto, mimiwofusagu torikago no shounen [The boy sits tucked inside a birdcage, ears covered to drown out the ringing school bell.]

[03:17.06] Mienaiteki to tatakatteru, rokujouhitoma no donkihoute [I’m fighting an enemy I can’t even see, the Don Quixote of this apartment.]

[03:23.11] Gouru wa douse hidoi mono sa [Honestly, I bet the prize isn't all that great.]

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[03:31.33] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, tsumetai hito to iwa retakara [There was a time when I thought about dying, because everyone said I didn’t have a heart.]

[03:39.58] Aisaretai to naite iru no wa, hito no nukumori o shitte shimattakara [And whenever someone cries longing for another’s love, it’s because they accidentally learned what the real thing feels like.]

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[04:15.09] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, anata ga kirei ni waraukara [There was a time when I thought about dying, because you just had to have such a pretty smile.]

[04:26.09] Shinu koto bakari kangaete shimau no wa, kitto ikiru koto ni majime sugirukara [And whenever someone can’t help but think about dying, I’m sure it’s because we’re all trying a little too hard.]

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[04:40.58] Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa, mada anata ni deattenakattakara [There was a time when I thought about dying. It must have been because I hadn’t met you yet.]

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[04:53.34] Anata no youna hito ga umareta, sekai o sukoshi suki ni natta yo [And if people like you can exist in this world, then maybe I like it a little after all.]

[05:03.81] Anata no youna hito ga iki teru, sekai ni sukoshi kitai suru yo. [And if people like you are living in this world, then maybe it’s alright to hope a little too.]