When I'm gone

[00:01.46] Yeah, it's my life

[00:05.22] My own words, I guess

[00:06.96] Have you ever loved someone so much

[00:08.98] You'd give an arm for

[00:10.22] Not the expression, no

[00:11.72] Literally give an arm for

[00:13.47] When they know they're your heart

[00:14.97] And you know you are their armor

[00:16.72] And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her

[00:19.99] But what happens when karma

[00:21.47] Turns right around and bites you

[00:22.97] And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you

[00:26.22] What happens when you become the main source of her pain

[00:29.46] "Daddy look what I made"

[00:30.97] "Dad's gotta go catch a plane"

[00:32.72] "Daddy where's mommy?

[00:33.73] I can't find mommy, where is she?"

[00:35.96] "I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy

[00:39.24] Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon' write itself"

[00:41.98] I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself

[00:45.46] Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her

[00:48.73] And put hands on her mother who's the spittin' image of her

[00:51.96] That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy

[00:55.21] Shady made me

[00:56.47] But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby

[00:58.71] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[01:01.71] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[01:05.46] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[01:07.46] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[01:11.72] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[01:14.20] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[01:18.22] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[01:20.21] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[01:23.96] I keep havin' this dream

[01:25.46] I'm pushin' Hailie on a swing, she keeps screamin', she don't want me to sing

[01:29.96] "You're makin' mommy cry, why, why is mommy cryin'"

[01:33.47] "Baby, daddy ain't leavin' no more, daddy you're lyin'

[01:36.72] You always say that, you always say this is the last time

[01:40.21] But you ain't leavin' no more daddy, you're mine"

[01:43.22] She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' to block it

[01:46.21] "Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it"

[01:49.48] Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket

[01:52.71] It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya"

[01:56.21] I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror

[01:59.21] These fuckin' walls must be talkin', 'cause man I can hear 'em

[02:02.22] They're sayin', "you got one more chance to do right

[02:05.00] And it's tonight, now go out and show 'em that you love 'em before it's too late"

[02:09.22] And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door

[02:12.24] It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin'

[02:15.71] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[02:18.49] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[02:22.21] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[02:24.45] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[02:28.71] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[02:31.20] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[02:35.23] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[02:37.22] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[02:40.70] Sixty thousand people all jumpin' out their seat

[02:43.97] The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet

[02:47.22] I take a bow, and thank you all for comin' out

[02:50.21] They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd

[02:53.50] I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein'

[02:56.71] "Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"

[03:00.00] But baby we're in Sweden

[03:01.46] How did you get to Sweden?

[03:03.24] "I followed you daddy

[03:04.47] You told me that you weren't leavin'

[03:06.47] You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad

[03:09.73] And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad

[03:12.73] That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin"

[03:15.98] "I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"

[03:19.22] "But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice

[03:22.47] Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us

[03:25.47] That's what they want

[03:26.71] They want you, Marshall

[03:27.98] They keep screamin' your name

[03:29.46] It's no wonder you can't go to sleep

[03:32.00] Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will!

[03:34.96] You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real"

[03:37.97] I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see

[03:41.46] How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me

[03:44.72] I turn around, find a gun on the ground

[03:47.22] Cock it, put it to my brain, scream "die Shady!" And pop it

[03:51.21] The sky darkens, my life flashes

[03:53.50] The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes

[03:57.72] That's when I wake up

[03:58.97] Alarm clock's ringing, there's birds singin'

[04:01.46] It's spring and Hailie's outside swingin'

[04:03.96] I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her

[04:07.22] Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister almost as if to say

[04:11.21] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[04:13.73] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[04:17.73] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[04:19.46] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back

[04:23.76] And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn

[04:26.49] Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that

[04:30.22] I'm lookin' down on you smilin'

[04:32.22] And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back