Hitchcock
[00:00.89] “Why does the scent of the rain make me feel nostalgic?
[00:06.64] Why does my heart clamor as summer approaches?
[00:12.13] Why do I cry when people laugh at me?
[00:17.89] Is it all right to think that even so I’ll be rewarded someday?”
[00:23.64] With the word “goodbye”
[00:26.13] tearing so much at my chest,
[00:29.14] I was standing still for just a few moments
[00:34.88] at sunset
[00:37.14] “Teacher, I want to talk about my life.
[00:39.89] What should I do from now on?
[00:42.88] Are you just going to tell me ‘no one knows that’ or something?
[00:47.63] Look,
[00:48.39] it’s not that I want to suffer.
[00:51.14] I just want to live without doing anything.
[00:53.89] Is it selfish to just want to look at the blue sky?”
[01:11.39] “Why do I lie even though it makes my heart ache?
[01:17.13] Why do only bad people prosper?
[01:22.89] Why is it that the character for ‘happiness’ includes the ￥ sign?
[01:28.38] Is it on purpose that leaving out a single stroke turns it into the character for ‘pain’?”
[01:33.89] With a price sticker saying “youth”
[01:36.88] stuck to my back
[01:39.63] I was hoping in some way for
[01:45.38] Hitchcock-like suspense
[01:47.63] “Teacher,
[01:48.13] I don’t care.
[01:50.38] Just going on living causes me pain.
[01:53.39] Neither Nietzche nor Freud wrote about how to fill this hole.
[01:57.88] I just
[01:59.14] want to close my eyes in the scent of summer,
[02:01.89] And sketch out the height of the clouds with my fingers.
[02:04.39] Is it selfish to just want to relive memories?”
[02:19.13] “A story where people die dramatically will sell, won’t it?
[02:24.89] I’ve come to hate that even the moment that a flower’s petals fall has a price on it.
[02:30.38] What was your dream, Teacher?
[02:36.14] Did you forget it when you became an adult?”
[02:41.39] "Teacher, I want to talk about my life.
[02:43.88] What should I do from now on?
[02:47.14] ‘Tears make people stronger’ was nothing but sophism
[02:52.38] Yes, it’s not that I don’t care what happens to me, it’s just that reality is flickering,
[02:58.14] And summer is far away.
[03:00.89] Is this really all right?
[03:03.63] Can I go on living like this?
[03:06.64] Are you just going to tell me ‘only you can answer that’ or something?
[03:11.39] I just
[03:12.39] Want to close my eyes to the scent of summer.
[03:14.88] I want to feel the wind always.
[03:17.89] Is it selfish to just want to look at the blue sky?”
[03:23.89] Is it selfish if I just want to know you?
