[00:02.09] --Khmer Maker--
[00:03.09] (These pills are meant to help me sleep)
[00:04.34] (But all they do is keep me wide awake, wide awake)
[00:08.34] I can't sleep
[00:10.35] I keep thinking about this
[00:12.59] (This smile I wear on my face is just a mask)
[00:15.35] I can't sleep
[00:16.59] I keep thinking about this
[00:18.59] What if with everything going on the world really is coming to an end?
[00:20.09] (And this is all so fake, all so fake)
[00:21.84] Then what?
[00:25.31] What if it isn't a lie? (What if?)
[00:26.56] What if we make it to heaven and don't get inside? (What if?)
[00:29.59] What if we get to gates
[00:32.05] And see God on the other side
[00:35.08] And He looks us in our face and says our whole lives we've wasted time?
[00:38.33] What if we can't go back? (What if?)
[00:39.60] What if we can't redo this life and get one second chance?
[00:42.85] What if our future happiness is memories of our past (God)
[00:46.40] While we burn forever haunted by the devils laughs? (Hahahahah)
[00:50.38] Why?
[00:52.38] Why do we push them away? (Why?)
[00:53.85] And why do the ones we work to keep never actually stay? (Why?)
[00:56.88] Why do we focus on tomorrow and forget about today (Why?)
[01:00.39] And smile in everybody's face (Why?) and tryin' to act like we're okay? (Why?)
[01:03.38] Why do we live this way?
[01:04.64] Why do we hate? Why do we we fight?
[01:06.14] Why do we act like there's time and got more than one life?
[01:09.88] Why? (Answer me)
[01:11.39] Why? (Why?)
[01:13.13] WHY?!
[01:14.89] Why?
[01:16.64] Why?
[01:17.86] I'm older and looking for truth
[01:19.36] I'm holding my faith in my hand but the pain in this world has been shaking it loose
[01:22.12] I used to have so much to gain
[01:24.10] Now I have so much to lose
[01:25.61] They say I'm crazy for looking for answers
[01:29.10] I say they're crazy for not giving proof
[01:30.88] Vision is blurred
[01:31.64] I'm over concerned
[01:32.15] I'm looking at God to see if life with Him is something I've earned
[01:33.89] The devil's been watching, he's tryna recruit, he's been waiting at every turn
[01:37.13] I'm driving this life on the highway to hell
[01:39.64] But I won't burn, fuck
[01:42.89] We know the difference
[01:43.88] We know what is wrong and we know what is right
[01:45.39] But Satan is strong, God, and most of your people are losing the fight (We tried)
[01:48.39] So what if we failed?
[01:50.13] What if we can't escape his lies? (What if?)
[01:52.11] What if can't change? What if he still control our minds?
[01:54.86] Where do we run? Where do we go? Who do we talk to?
[01:57.86] We look around and everyone we see is lost too (Fuck)
[02:01.64] What if life was just some test that we all do? (What if?)
[02:04.85] What if you were busy when we called You?
[02:07.60] What if hell's on earth?
[02:08.86] What if being born is dying, and dying's birth?
[02:10.60] Would that mean life's not God's gift, but the devil's curse?
[02:13.64] And to live was to be evil cuz it's words reversed?
[02:18.14] What if the devil entered a pastor and he lead a church?
[02:21.14] What if we looked for the truth but didn't know where to search? (Where?)
[02:24.64] What if the books they said to read had never been your words? (What if?)
[02:27.89] What if we chose to follow you but we still had that urge?
[02:31.14] Will you forgive us for our sins and let us in your world?
[02:33.86] God we, at the Gates (We're here)
[02:36.13] We couldn't see, hear or touch you, but we had faith (I swear)
[02:38.87] We know we messed up, we human and we make mistakes (We tried, God)
[02:42.63] So we're just begging we get in and that you'll have grace (Please)
[02:45.64] God, what if we didn't mean it? (We didn't mean it)
[02:48.14] What if the place we grew up forgot to teach it? (Just open the Gates)
[02:51.39] What if we never even got the chance to go and seek it?
[02:53.89] Then what?
[02:57.66] Then what?
[02:58.87] Dear family
[03:00.37] When scary times
[03:03.37] Nobody has the answers
[03:07.36] Just make sure He spread love
[03:10.13] And believe
[03:13.12] My name is Dax
[03:18.10] Writing by Puthsitha Moeurn
