[00:00.00] Breeeee!
[00:07.50] Plunging from zenith
[00:11.95] Spiraling ever so downward
[00:15.50] Oh, why do I hold on to this dismal feeling?
[00:19.55] Descending ever so downward
[00:23.95] I feel lost
[00:27.08] Reaching out through the dark
[00:30.92] Hoping for answers gone
[00:34.57] Every moment in ash
[00:38.57] The wick has burnt away
[00:40.52] There were moments burning bright that I hold on to tightly
[00:44.52] Now I stay awake and gnaw my wounds more than nightly
[00:48.27] And I can't see what's illuminated right in front of me
[00:52.06] With every shaky breath I lay awake in melancholy
[00:56.52] I lay in my dismay
[00:59.08] Another love now lost so pathetically
[01:03.97] Lacking the will to push
[01:07.07] Too weak to strive,
[01:09.01] to reach out for the light
[01:11.50] I've traced my tracks through the sands
[01:15.51] To find out where it all began,
[01:19.40] and if I could relive those times
[01:24.04] I would have burned brightly
[01:26.44] Resonating
[01:28.58] In a state of disillusion
[01:30.40] I'm constantly reaching for validation
[01:32.07] and evaluation to create a conclusion
[01:34.06] Desperation
[01:36.51] This never ending desire to know where
[01:38.51] I'm standing and I'm not forgetting
[01:39.70] the moments that I have been feeling cast
[01:41.90] down to this abyss to be dismissed of all my bliss
[01:45.04] and I,
[01:46.19] to my core know that I can be more
[01:49.54] Than this and I try to keep my soul so alive,
[01:54.09] but I dive ever so downward
[02:01.03] Stifling the call of my heart
[02:04.54] These shadows are draining me of my spark
[02:08.93] Choices I've made now tear me apart
[02:12.40] This mountain of mistakes I've made from the start
[02:16.06] has ever diminished my senses and spirit
[02:20.01] I sew my eyes shut, for the dark I revere it
[02:25.06] Bathed in failure
[02:28.01] I'm so full of missing pieces
[02:32.00] As I lay in my dismay
[02:35.15] I now have found, I've lost my way
[02:39.05] No conviction behind my every word
[02:43.01] No restriction to habits I've deemed so absurd
[02:47.52] I can't feel
[02:51.51] I don't know what is real anymore,
[02:55.41] and to my dying core
[02:58.09] I'm lost inside an eternal war
